In an Age of Light, you find the Light of Ages All that must be done is to find and write the pages The pages of a journal, an autobiographical book You forsook the author, you know where to look Look inside behind the mind and bind the book and find Time enough to see and feel but never time enough to heal Healing slows as time marches on the blood flows on Dripping from every wound with time consumed Like Hellfire your soul exhumed and burned and scarred Jailed and barred from touching the moon or stars Your only company is the endless black sea tainted by treachery The failure and rapture the pain and the uncountable fractures Sailing through grace and forgotten memory i try to see But my eyes are blind from the fires of choice and time Loving too much showing too little my crime The ache the break the crumbling life at stake And finally the book i found how profound but too late? Oh fate how cruel to spew your venom on my plate Expect me to eat? Move on and sleep forgetting the dream i dreamed Long ago it was real, padded rooms aside and sealed But the dream was alive even to YOUR surprise I lived it Held and beheld it, sang and beloved it, shoved and denied it was forgiven by it, was reprieved and deceived by it but it was real The appeal was not counted not like the stars are But even the tears sweeter than a Mars Bar Singing loud and proud even if its wails Puts wind in my sails at least inside where I can hide From time from the space I now cannot navigate From fate from being torn in a thousand million directions The recollections the thoughts and memories Begging please not today I gotta act happily Say cheese another birthday picture with a fake ass smile Holding bile back from the thought of a whole heart wasted Pasted for the world to see so fine gallant and precociously Before my time I was a wizard of love, sharing, living sublime Subliminal thought I was caught staring into the sun Glaring it burned through my soul a hole bearing weight to drown me quick, reached out for your hand Was found waiting, tried t swim but wings weighing me down You said youd never let me down or drown But Im a corpse still coughing up water Dreaming of a son and daughter that still speak to me in my dreams Late at night they smile light and laugh making me too Through the lies and you, their eyes a light Ill never see Their cheeks rosy as you used to be but oh the trees The bees, they die and the leaves fall They cover all yellow red and orange and then white Finally my light The sight I remember so well When it fell and carpets of snow covered this hell And befell a feeling I never had before my chest was sore It was so full of power the hour late and cold hands clasping Our coughs rasping echoing through the hills and trees All alone in a winter palace, Ice chandeliers and Snowball chalice My arms were full as was my heart as was my soul Before it was all perforated, Time won it was all separated Life moves on but my soul never does Cause things weighted in lead cease to fly or float Hole in a boat it capsizes tips and sinks Holding me under till it baptizes my spirit drowning In an ocean of grieving angels all bowing Saying goodbye to my love boat I sailed but never bailed on Captain goes down with his ship eyes open and set upon The naked seas overhead, the light once so bright The star I used to find my true north now candlelight But it burns it still burns, the sight, the memory Titanic nostalgia as Ill never let go turned to Consider me dead All nights since then laying up in bed 4 in the morning, cant sleep or think If I do then again Ill sink So now again I sigh and try for the age The age of light, to see again to try and take flight But the Age of light no longer light with age Turn the page till I sink or run out of ink I never was a doer till I started to think And when I thought I believed and when I believed I conceived the very first of an age where love was beyond just pink Sad to say crime does pay and fate has a way To steal and defeat Heaven itself Time and space True Love does die, Selfishness ills and takes away Like a vengeful god, HAVE MERCY! Take my pain away! But silence turns the stomach and time tramples over you Until the moon is blue, dead or no, love will ensue Hollow and corrupted, pained and labored Til it smolders and burns again in a way It caught fire, hellfire and it hates but will sacrifice it all Just to close the souls eyes and wait for fate to litigate Be kind and have pity appeal to a higher power for a ceasefire already Cuz Im tired, oh so tired for Heavens sake Time, be kind and let me dream sleep and dream Waiting for a better time to wake... ---Angel Avalon
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 02:30:30 +0000
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