In my 20s and 30s and 40s I was career driven loved travelling, moving interstate, raising a family, being the Master of juggling life, fitness, skiing, and education through Accounting and night school online degree courses. I was certainly a busy lady, when pregnant with my first child I was run over by my own car, foot broken in 9 places, fibula broken, all because I panicked.... was in a major gas explosion and on tv in Crows Nest. Four two storey office buildings had to be demolished. I was no longer a bouncy lady I loved to be... this was my introduction into Motherhood, then the dealing with a husband that was nothing but a philanderer... hit rock bottom with pneumonia that almost killed me at age 34. Did a load of personal development courses to learn the 12 Universal laws and understand Cause and Effect bounced back to believe in my life and make my life and my childrens lives like a wonderful kaleidescaope... dated a widow with 2 teens for 7 years realising - they needed to grieve. Alone again then my children faced problems, my son with Autism, after the MMR booster at 15 my dd a brain tumour at age 9 then when she was 15 it was attacking her endochrine system and many things. Again, as a family the three of us strive out of the darkness into the best food forward syndrome... and are all living our best lives... we are all aware day by day... shit happens... you have to take the good with the bad. We havent had a holiday together for a few years now... I want to surprise them with a holiday skiing in Japan, but then there was all the problems with the tsunami... We stop and reflect all the wars and hardships faced around the world, and happy we live on the Northern Beaches for the past 20 years it has healed our lives, along with two amazing cats, one here editing my typing as I type. Life IS like a box of chocolates for us, we never knew what would happen next, My thoughts about family friends religion all changed... as we felt hibernating was yhe best medicine, It is true, after every storm, the sun always shines. Beconing us on to have another go, try try again. One miserable rainy evening stuck standing on a bus pouring rain, outside and in my soul, we stopped outside an art gallery with a painting well lit in view in the window - 2metres by 3 metres... I realised that is where my future lies... spending 4 years in high school studying the Arts it was what I turned to to survive the uncertain futue of my daughter and son. We are all on the otherside of that dark place. All silently educating ourselves while the storm was going on.... finally the sun is shining on all of us... Amen xx :-D Love my life my children my friends, my home and our safe journey to realiseing we are blessed. xx
Posted on: Sun, 25 May 2014 03:47:36 +0000
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