In my life there have been three women who I developed deep crushes on. I hesitate to say fell in love because that sounds too real. I try and think what about what they had in common but they were all very different from each other. And each time has been a terrible time for me because whether I was able to say it or not my feelings were not returned. When I think about it logically it was obvious they wouldnt be but I agonized then as I agonized now and no amount of logic can seem to change it. And perhaps because of the fog of memory, each time seems worse than the last and I think I never want to feel this way again. But it seems I have poor self control because here we are again. If left to my own thoughts, I suffer. So Im writing out loud to make myself feel better and quite frankly as I reach the end of this, I do if for the moment.
Posted on: Sun, 23 Mar 2014 23:56:51 +0000
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