In my mind is two awarenesses of self, this one and my eternal one, Declaring it seems required. The process of reassociating this one to the standards/vibration of the eternal one, a process known loosely as "spiritual transformation" is the most revealing process for looking squarely at loves denial in myself. I am not a holy kind of guy, I would just as easily bust your nose as hug you, an im not a agro person.. i just have no guilt about doing or saying exactly what comes to me... I am regularly misunderstood. But I am been called to peace in my own mind by God himself, so learning to step back an let my words be chosen for me is a lesson I am learning, listening. Ive been called arrogant an ignorant because I cant relate to humanity, nor do I want to,,, but I do not not relate by choice, it seems its an effect of transformation. I recall my youth being tumultuous of emotions due to relating to humanity, now emotions are few and far between, and serve the transformation, all ultimately relieving me of need of emotions. Many spiritual people dont understand this, they want flowers and incense version of God, not the truth. But God is a singularity regardless what human attributes people try to superimpose over it. GOD IS. Transformation is ongoing, once begun it can be aligned to over years of concerted study, but it never ends whilst body use is in progress. No one can understand anothers process. The principle may be identical, but undrrstanding is only of God.. it will save many years of head/wall banging to accept this fact now. Interpretation is not fact. Perception is not truth, truth is never relative.. TONIGHT I have seen that MERCY, the last gift of God thru spirit is upon me.. how the acceptance and integration of it will look I care not, pain and confusion have bedfellowed all transitional events throughout my 15 years of conscious transformation since my enlightenment and I have gratefully used, abused and ridiculed the figures of my dream in attempt to solicit egoic deep response that I may honestly look into my mirror and see guilts hiding places...declarations for and against time space. Inner standpoints for truth Thank you players. Few if sny will relate to that..nor do I have passion to adequately explain, nor am I really able to.. The unfolding of the thousand petal lotus, the peeling of layers, retracing and unweaving the pattrrns snd stitching of a human consciousness... to be reborn each step, revealed each moment.. Without mercy who could begin such a thing, and mercy till the end I suppose Sleep now
Posted on: Fri, 20 Sep 2013 12:47:24 +0000
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