In my singleness I gave randoms Husband roles. Trying to work my will into Gods will, and then got frustrated when He stripped everything from me. See sisters, Let God HEAL you!!! Let you be so focused on HIM that youre not even concerned bout no man. You make these men your idols and you lose focus. God wants ALL of you! I learned something very important. My disobedience had me right back in my emotions over and over again. I wasnt supposed to go near any Man because I wasnt healed. I thought I had the strength within myself to control my emotions. So you know what God did, He let me feel every bit of the pain He feels, because I walked away from God and towards a Man. I didnt have the strength within myself, so I had choose to walk in obedience in order to get delivered. Jesus asked the man on the side of the pool.. Do you want to be made well? Its always a choice. But sir, I dont have anybody to help me. Jesus: Get up and take your mat and go. We have to take the first step. Its called Faith. We talk about it all day. We have to work out our salvation. Sis, you have a wonderful, beautiful heart.. But you are stuck. You want compassion and affection and just somebody who will love you back, But everything you want from this ideal man, makes The Lord sad.. He wants you to long for Him in that capacity. He wants you to yearn for His touch. He wants you to yearn for His voice. These randoms are Satan sent to distract you. Satan is a liar. He wants you to feel unworthy. He wants you to feel like a single mom.. He wants you to BELIEVE you arent worth a Godly union. He knows how bad you want to be a WIFE, so he sends randoms to you to confuse you. Now you dont know who from who anymore. Until you are FAITHFUL in your marriage to CHRIST, youll never be happy. Sorry if this hurts, but sometimes we have to hear the hurtful truth in other to flee and heal. I love you. #RehabTime
Posted on: Thu, 11 Sep 2014 12:38:28 +0000