In the begging of this video is exactly how I feel.! :(. I try and try everyday to change and get better. And my best friend Emily Ann Cross tries to help me and I let her down. Jana Scheberl tries to help me and I act tough and act like I dont care when really it hurts! Hannah Cunningham has been telling me to talk to Melissa Bushman and Kyle Smith! But Im scared Im scared of everything. Travis Scheberl the awesome youth pastor how tries to get this through each and everyone of our teen age heads. I just dont get why life is full of disappointments. Rusty Railey talking about this at camp. Im hurt but all I have to do Is go to god. Honestly Im scared to Im scared that I will get judged if I talk to Kyle and Melissa Im scared to talk to god. Im scared of what others will think.... Taylor Kirk who prayed with me at camp almost everynight and took time to talk to me. I appreciate it I love u Tay and sometimes when u see me I have an Attidude and Im no fun and its like Im just a party pooper. I have a great side to I can be nice and have fun..
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 21:55:46 +0000