In the past two weeks I have debated the idea, lost hours of sleep tossing and turning, had nightmares, talked to my friend nextdoor, talked to my mom and Opa, wrote down my thoughts and rehearsed it over and over in my head. How am I going to tell my husband Ive volunteered to deploy for six months? It wasnt a good time last week because of our anniversary. It wasnt good this week because of his birthday. I had valid excuses. I waited until today. I have no idea why I worked myself up over it and didnt just tell him. I kept dropping hints all morning hoping to just get it over with. Finally, he said he was going to go for a ride. This was my prime oportunity. I asked him to come talk to me in the bedroom. I was a mess at this point, sobbing. I told him I was deploying. His reply was ok, its alright. Then we talked and he took off on his ride. True story. Sometimes my fear of others reactions darn near kills me. I love Eric Diepering so much and he is so much more than I could ever imagine.
Posted on: Sat, 26 Jul 2014 21:01:46 +0000
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