In this time im going threw im crying my eyes out with out the tears! I am really upset and getting to the point of depressed....its the first timeci have got any sleep! I am starting to feel like a burden to my friends and family between my mental illness and my physical illness! There is days I just want to be free from my own headcand my thoughts because I can never say nothing or do nothing right in the long run! I woke up a total of four times since I went to bed early last night with the weirdest dreams and the worst night terrors in the world! Gary Smith has been threw my side threw all of this. He woke up with me every time and tge last couple weeks he has had less sleep then me........ I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR BEING A BURDEN AND MAKING EVERY ONE OF YOU WORRY ABOUT ME SOOOOO MUCH. I PROMISE TO EVERY ONE OF YOU I WILL NEVER PUT YOY THREW THAT AGAIN. I THINK IM GOING TO TRY TO TAKE SOME TIME TO FIGURE MY LIFE OUT AND TO SEE WHERE I GO FROM HERE. TO SEE WHAT I NEED TO ONCE AGAIN PICK UP THE PIECES OF MY MIND, MY HEART, MY SOUL! BUT I SWEAR I WILL NO LONGER BURDEN ANY OF YOU WITH MY PROBLEMS BY POSTING THEM OWN FACEBOOK OR EVEN ASKING ANY ONE FOR ADVICE OR TALK OR TO EVEN VENT... I PROMISE I WILL NEVER EVER MAKE ANY ONE WORDY ABOUT ME EVER AGAIN. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WAY TO MUCH TO BRING YALLS LIFE DOWN MY BURDENING YALL WITH MY HEALTH, MIND, AND PHYSICAL PROBLEMS. ..... I GOING BACK 2 THE OLD ME AND KEEPING EVERY THING TO MY SELF BECAUSE I WANT HURT NO ONE IF I DONT TELL NO ONE WHATS GOING OWN!!!! ONCE AGAIN IM TRULY SORRY AND ONCE AGAIN I LOVE YALL ALL. AND MY PROBLEMS WILL STAY MY PROBLEMS NO MORE. I AM GOING TO TAG THE PEOPLE I LOVE THE MOST AND THE PEOPLE WHO I FEEL I HAVE HURT THE MOST IN THIS STATUS SO YOU TRULY KNOW IMMMMMMMMM SOOOOOOO SOORRRRY WITH THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND SOUL! IMM SORRY IM A BURDEN JUST PLEASE DONT STOP BEING MY FRIEND OR HATE ME! I SWEAR I WILL NEVER PUT ANY OF YALL THREW ANY OF YALL THREW THIS AGAIN. IM GOING BACK TO WRITING IN MY JOURNAL AND ANOTHER WAY I RELEAVE MY PROBLEMS BUT IT DOESNT MEAN PUTTING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY THREW HELL BECAUSE OF ME. MY PROBLEMS.......IM SORRY! PLEASE DONT HATE ME. I LOVE YOU ALL.
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 12:09:18 +0000
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