In two days time Im going to join a gym! Its going to be hard trying to be with others, since Ive been training alone for over a year, but its got to the point where I need to go out more because if Im not working Im just stuck at home, mostly alone. The only times I leave the house are for work, shopping or uni. Hubby is worried for my mental health, since I spend so much time alone indoors! Its terrifying me thinking about it, being with all those skinny young girls and muscle bound men - I know Im going to be self-conscious - but I know when winter comes I wont be able to run outside any more, and now Ive lost weight I may even have the confidence to go into the pool! Its been nearly 20 years since I had the confidence to use a pool with anyone other than hotel guests. Wish me luck xxx
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 22:39:44 +0000
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