Inbox: Do you ever feel like screaming like punching kicking screaming this isnt my life this isnt what i deserve. Im feeling so alone with this and there is no one too just scream at and say its unfair im tired and exhausted from the same fights from him not lishening for trying too help for trying too support him and he acts likes its me its me who has the problems its me who causes his anger its me who triggers stuff he is selfish mindless lazy but i can never say this he sleeps and rest and recoups yet im running the house the family the bills all along watching us run out of money knowing there is nothing else once its gone .I sit for ours crying over what i had too what i have know i had my best friend my soul mate my partner in crime i know have this man who blows up swear closes himself off from us never says bye when he leave the house over eats then hates himself after.I cant fix him and all i want too do it fix him everyone is too busy too lishen too my pain because its is just repeated so its better too just say no extra drama just the same and leave it at that whilst i no at home im worried about him killing himself im worried about the damage he is doing too my 9 year old he sees it all and hears it even saying he is scared of his dad before they where the best of friends.How do you learn too cope with so much change and loosing the one you love knowing you cant walk away because you he will give up but too live the life you dont want with someone You only get a glimmer of the old them but the remaining time You have nothing but this ugly thing he has become.
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 07:24:27 +0000
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