Insert 14 I am sorry I whisper hoping he can hear me. please dont leave me Sorry for what? he is alarming. For ever hurting you He closes his eyes, as if he is counting. We might have avoided all this suffering, he muttered while sitting down. For the first time I notice that he looks like his strength has left him. He looks like a beaten man. I see his pain and it is killing me to know that I am the one who made him feel that way. Mondli Ill take whatever you give me Mna what? Mondli if you just want me as a friend then I will take that. If only as an acquaintance then I will take that. But please dont walk out of my life again. I dont think I will survive it this time. Please. .. I should be the one saying these words to him. I should be the one begging him to let me into his life. Yet he is sitting here like a wounded animal begging me to be in my life. If only he knew. If only he knew that I wanted him to be in my life. He gets up and stands infront of me. I know its too much to ask now, but please at least think about it before you answer me. Mna looking up at him, I get up stand on my toes to kiss him. He is shocked at my action. I put my arms around his neck and bring his mouth closer to him. I kiss him and feel him kissing me back. The kiss is deep. I have missed this. I have missed his tongue in my mouth. He pulls me closer to him and my arms tighten around his neck.His hands are in my hair and it feels like I am drowning yet again. I moan into his mouth as one hand pulls back my head forcing me to look up into his face. What are you doing to me Nkosazana? Please... I beg Tell me what you want me to do I want you to make love to me. He looks me in my eyes Is that what you want Yes he looks relieved. He breaks free and scoops me up into his arms. And carries me into the bedroom. Setting me on the bed ever so gently he stands and looks at me. You are so beautiful. He leans forward and kisses my forehead. I am shaking with needs that only he alone can handle. His hands touch my bare skin under my pjs as I pull him closer. I want him all over me. I want him closer and closer. The deeper the kiss the more aroused I feel. He kisses me like he is drinking the life out of me. I am melting into his arms. I open the buttons of his shirt and pull it of him loving what I am seeing. Hes body has changed, I explore his chest with my hands. I cant get enough of him. My hands are shaking as I start to unbuttoned his jeans. o_O can I even do this right without my hands shaking. Its as though he is reading my thoughts as he takes over and strips off his jeans underwear. I gasp as I see a naked man before me. I have never seen a naked men in front of me before. His manhood stands firmly before me. I look at him and I know this what I want. I sit up to take off my pj top and he is watching every move. I follow with my pants and throw them to the floor. My blood is boiling as he stares at my naked body. Gazing at me he pushes my legs apart as he is staring right into my eyes . I close my eyes and wait. His touch is like a pack of ice to my boiling skin. I need to tell him I have never done this before. But his hands are where I want them to be, exploring my body. I cant find my voice. I moan into his neck...Mo...wait.... he stops. I have never done this before. I know we have never done this before and he nibbles my ears. i.mean.i.have.never.done.this.before. I feel him freez up. What do you mean princess? I have never slept with a man before he lets go of me. *silence* Why? he whispers. Because I never wanted to...until now But there must be someone in your life...someone you would have wanted to get closer to. Look at you, every inch of you is beautiful Mna I have never been close to any other person or man like this Mondli but why..? He whispers again Because I said I would wait for you remember? But you.... *silence* but I dont understand. You left me, I thought. ... he removes himself from me you waited for me? Yes I waited for you Mondli he frowns at me again and sits down next to me. Its like he wants to say something but he is holding back I dont want to hurt you Princess. I want your first time to be special and unforgettable. It has to be with someone special. .. Mna but you... No Princess. Dont say its me you want because you feel sorry for me or you pity me *silence* Its you that I want. You and only you. Mondli please. ...I waited because I wanted only you My beautiful princess... he didnt finish that sentence as I kissed him fully on his lips. I want to make you mine. He pushes me back down the bed, pressing me into the bed.his mouth and hand move to my breasts. My toes curl as he puts my nipple in his mouth and sucks it. This feeling is all so new and my insides feel like they want to explode. The sensation sweeps through my body and my muscles tighten around my groin. I want him so bad. My princess...my one only princess. His voice is a whisper. He is teasing me with his fingers as he feels my wetness. I push my pelvis up to meet his hand as he inserts his finger into me. His breathes through his teeth as he gludes his finger in and out of me. You are so ready for me baby his mouth is back into mine again . This time the hunger is visible as he deeply kisses me. I want him im sure of this. He quickly takes a foil package out of the corner of his wallet, opens it and slides into it. I am watching him all this time. Let me know if it hurts He lies between my legs. Slowly he enters me....There is a sharp excruciating pain from somewhere. It disappears as soon as it comes. He moves his waist slowly and then faster. It feels so good as he possess me. He takes both my hands into his hand and puts them on top of my head. He is filling me up and stretching me. Its perfect. My legs feel like jelly as this overwhelming sensation escapes through me.Thats right baby come for me I let go and he slams hard into me...I am in heaven. ..We must have both reached our destinations as he collapses ontop of me. I still feel like I am floating. My whole body is warm and numb. Did I hurt you? he whispers in my ear. No, you were perfect. I see him smile. That perfect smile if his. You are so beautiful he says in a sleepy voice...I am happy. I am fulfilled. ..If this is a dream please dont wake me up.
Posted on: Tue, 04 Mar 2014 11:40:49 +0000
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