Insert 21 Brakes! Stop! Mondli.....stop I whisper Hush, he looks at me what are you so afraid of? You are shaking. I want to pull away from him, move to the other side of the room. But his gaze patalyses me. I look away from him. Please I must not cry. Dont fight it please Princess. He whispers as he pulls me closer into his arms. You need to let yourself go. My heart is sobbing silently. He tries to kiss me but I remain stiff. He eventually gives up but doesnt let go of me. We lie in each others arms in silence. He just holds me and eventually I start to relax. He then pics me up and takes me to my room. Puts me into bed and covers me. Then sits next to me. I am looking at his beautiful face. And he is looking back at me. I wish he wasnt so breathtakingly handsome. Ive known him for almost a month and he has become so close to me. I reach out my hand and touch him on his cheek, but he takes my hand and kisses the palm of my hand while still looking at me. Try and get some sleep. he says as he stands up. He walks to the door and switches off the light. I should let him go. I am no good for him. I am so damaged he will not want me if he knew. Dont go. I whisper. ..he turns around. And walks towards me and kneels in front of me. I dont want to go either but its best if I go Princess. I really like you. I have the first day you walked in that restaurant. If I stay I dont know if I would know how to control myself around you. My eyes widen in shock. But you cant like me like that, its wrong Sanzi. I am a mess and you deserve better than that You will grow to like me. I will make you happy. We make a good team you and eye. Why are you holding back? I shake my head...I cant do this. I like him yes but I am not ready. I cant love you the way you would expect. It wouldnt be enough. Give me a chance....please give me a chance to love you No Mondli....I cant love you He stares at me silently for a long time. Then without a word he gets up and leaves. I hear the front door open and close. He is gone. Im still staring at the door when my phone buzzes. Its a message from him. I AM NOT MONDLI... A sharp pain shoots through my heart. I know Ive brought it on myself. My inner voice is quiet. I cover myself and fall asleep. The next morning I wake up with a massive head ache. I wish I could sleep in the whole day. But I know I do not have the heart to keep him waiting. So with all my might I wake up and get ready. My eyes are puffy. So I need to put on some make up to cover all the puffiness. When I am done its still to early to leave. So I sit down and just starw into space. I have this bitter taste in my mount. I think I need to rinse my mouth. So I go to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. My eyes are staring back at me.i feel numb but the pain in my heart is unbearable. I dont want to start crying again. I chased him away so why am I crying. Dont cry. I take my books and head to his office. The security guard already knows me by name,so they let me in. I get to his office and knock....a voice I dont know answers me to get in. Its a lady and she is sitting on his desk. Hi she smiles. You must be Princess. Im Ntombi,uSanzi asked me to stand in for him as he is held up on a case. Do sit down and we can get started.
Posted on: Thu, 06 Mar 2014 11:27:07 +0000
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