Insert 29 How could I let him, Why did I agree umvuma Wow I never imagined my first heartbreak this way, Lutha Was right his nothing but a cheat and liar Im never Loving Again! Safika endlin noSethu and I had several missed calls and Messages from Sivuu. Ndazixelela uba Im never crying over a boy no matter how much this hurts Ill keep the tears back. I took one of those 30 minute naps and uvuka kwam oZakes were already back Zakes: yiMalini Usidampa eMall? Me: Something came up so I had to leave early Uya: Can we talk eRoomini Mini? Me: Sure Sangena eRoomini and we sat on the bed and faced each other Uya: Kwenzekento? and she was so serious I couldnt even lie about Me: Im ending things with Sivuu. Everytime I mentioned his name my heart felt heavy, I had a lump in my throught that was extremely painful. Uya: Kwenzekento? I told her the whole story and I couldnt help but cry this time Uya: Did you let him explain? Me: I dont want explanations mna Uyathandwa Lomntu said he loved me more then anything if ebenyanisile phof now this? I just threw myself ebhedini and cried (Letting it all out) I know I said I wouldnt cry over a boy kodwa I couldnt help it. After a very long time of crying ndaphuma ndaya eVrandini and sat on the bench while listening to music. I started hearing footsteps and before I knew it Sivuu was infront of me Me: Sivuu Leave andinanto yothetha nawe Sivuu: Andihambi till Ive explained Me: 5 Minutes make it quick Sivuu: Uuuh I dont know where to start Me: 3 minutes Sivuu: Its not my baby I swear Me: Halala (Rolling eyes) Sivuu: Ndimvumele kuba alale ekhaya kuba ebengena ndawo yokuya and ebenosana Me: Uqhelu xakekelaphi why you! Mxm I dont have time for this ndaphakama, He pulled me down ndaphinda ndahlala Sivuu: Baby Im sorry Me: Did you sleep with her? Sivuu: Yes Me: Was it the first time? Sivuu: its not important Me: When did you sleep with her? Sivuu: Ngoku ubusandizulisela I also slept with Palesa Me: Asikagqibi ne6 months dating and this is how you repay me? Do you love her? (Mbali) Sivuu: Thats not important Me: it is to me dammit Sivuu: No Me: Okay ke Sivuu. Let me free you, Its over. I dont want anything to with you. You can do whatever you want as a free man! Happy? I stood up ndahambha ndamshiya apho burying his Head in his hands. Ive had enough of this! Ndangena endlini ndaqala imbiza zam.. Wangena and stood next to Sivuu: I wasnt think straight ndithanda wena wedwa give me a second chance this time Ill be committed please let me explain Me: Explain What ngoku? Tears were now streaming down my cheecks. Me: theres nothing more to explain. Im not strong enough Sivuu. Sivuu: babe please dont give up just yet. Awundithandi kanti? Me: love is not enough Sivuu. Naye ebelila ngoku and ke letting go of him would save me from the stress and drama that he causes. Sivuu: Minentle do you know what you mean to me? Loosing you would just- Tears fell down his cheecks but he quickly whiped them off. He stood up and came to me and held my hand. Sivuu: Minentle please! Me: Sivuu you dont understand. I dont want to be the MAIN CHICK I want to be the ONLY CHICK. And you cant give me that. Sivuu: Minentle I cant imagine my life without you I was messed up bendingacingi, You know I love you but yes I was a player once kodwa I found you and ndayiyeka yonke lonto. Me: Once an Addict always an addict Im not the one that messed up you are ndasusa isandla sam and went to my room. Ewe Ndiyamthanda uSivuu kakhulu futhi kodwa if this is how love is suppose to be I dont want it. Ngoba if what I gave him wasnt love then I dont know what it means. I called LuthA cause I needed someone to talk to and Uya ebengekho. Thalitha: Cweetie uRight? Me: I ended it with sivuu Thalitha: Haibo why you guys we so in love kwenzekento? Me: He Cheated *Tears* Thalitha: Chomee hay man uphii yena ngoku Me: uHleli noZakes eSitting room (They became very close friends lately) Thalitha: Chomee Hang in there ndiyeza ************** Wafika nyani uThalitha but bebesebemnkile oZakes noSivuu. Thalitha: Chomee uzoba right *Hugs* There were good times but the bad times were more than the good ones. Youll get another guy my love. Me: I dont want another guy chomie!I want Sivuu or Im never dating again! Thalitha: Ok Shhhhh! Uzoba right nhanha time is a healer Me: Thanks for this Thalitha: I love you Me: I love you too chomee We were both crying at the time. Thalitha had to leave so ndacofa iPhone yam (Went on to facebook) Sivuu updated a status it read Im not giving up us weve come this far, Best days of my life were with you 35 Comments I didnt even bother looking cause Id be hurting myself. Two days later we met a Parkini noSivuu I gave him a hug. He squeezed me tight for such a long that I wanted to say he should get off of me. We walked around the park then sat on the benches. Him: unjani? Me: im okay and u? Him: im fine. I just miss you thats all. I saw you at the mall today. Me: yeah I was with my aunt. Ubuhambha nabani wena? Him: my older sister. We were going to have lunch at Spur. I wanted to approuch u but... Me: but? Him: every time I try to contact you all I think about is that your not my girlfriend anymore. Me: (sigh) oh well you have yourself to blame for that. Him: I understand fully, what I did doesnt sit well with me. Me: guilty consious. Him: you can say that. And Im hoping this is a stage in our relationship that will pass. I couldnt sleep Ive been thinking about you Im a jerk I admit it babe. I love you so much, and Im not willing to let you go, not just yet. All I need is a second chance to prove my love to u. Should I ask for a blood test ba ngumntana wakhe nyani lo and Forgive him or Say No Im not giving you a second chance? #Minentle
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 06:50:33 +0000
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