Insert 33 I was scared and lonely it was very dark now. I felt a sharp pain in my heart and as much as I was scared I did not want to go home. My phone was ringing none stop and I had no energy to check who it was I took it out of my pocket and simply switched it off. I walked down the uknown streets not scared anymore silent prayer is what I was doing Nokuba ndihamba ethunzini lokufa andiyi koyika bubi ngoba unam wena, I felt safe. Two people we coming right behind me and I saw no need of running I was ready to face any challage that I may come across with. They arrived next to me. Man1: Mholo wethu nontombi Me: Mholo Ndabe ndisoyika kwelinye icala ntonayo ndizipholise kweli lokucabanga. Man2: Uyaphi nawethu. Yhoo ndilibele nalonto. Where was I going I do not know. Me: Kwamalume naku futhi. I went to onother houses gate and pretended to open it. Man1: Sure ke dear. Me: Sharp. They left thank goodness my plan worked. I waited for a couple of minuets for them to completely dissapear. Then I walked again till I saw some wood chair sitting on the other side of the pavement. I sat down thinking about a lot of things. Maybe mama did something like cheating maybe thats why my father doesnt want me maybe he believes Im someone elses daughter. I hated that so much ingathi ndilimenemene I dont need my fathers wealth whoever it may be ndfuna uncedwq klengxaki ndinayo qha thats all nothing more nothing less. Mama shouldnt have stayed home I somehow blamed her with what was going on. I was slowly falling asleep so I lay on the chair and fell asleep. There we so many snakes wanting to eat me snakes you only see on television the a beatiful woman appeared. Me: Ndcela undcede sisi. She was teary with beatiful white eyes. Her: You will destroy everything. Me: What do you mean i dont even know you, please help me. Her: Why come into our lives now. The snakes got closser to me, A huge one open its huge mouth, I screamed asking for help, then someone shook me. I opened my eyes. It was a street kid. Ive wet myself again kakhulu ke at this time i cried when will it ever stop. Was the dream also part of this? Him: Mholo mna ndingu Kamo. Me: Nomhle. Him: Awumhle. Me: Enkosi. Him: Sula iinyembezi ke sihambe he realised that ndizchamele gosh i got so embarrased. Him: Hahahaha whoa hayikanene abantu abahle ngoba zizifede masambe uzokomela apha endleleni. Me: Siyaphi? Him: uzobona phola wethu andkufuni ndinetsheri. Me: Haha ja right. I got up and we hit the road ndyabhadula nje andazi noba siyaphi. Me: So kamo tell me uhlalap? Him: Everywhere. Me: Are you a street kid? Him: Uyaphambana kengoku. Me: so kuphi kowenu? Him: Hahaha andsakwazi noba kujongise ngaphi ndikxelele kdala ndamka pha. Me: Ndyabona. I could tell that somethibg bed happened to him thats why he ran away from his home and now he feels free getting all the fresh air he needs, angamhle nyan xaynohlamba. With bad parents sobe ziphele iztreet kids abantwana most of them baphelela endleleni ngenxa yophathwa gadalala or babone too much violence but abanye bazube befuna nje ukuzilawula. Kamo shouted at onother white house and a woman got out carrying a bowl. Kamo went over to her and I Walked leaving them taliking Kamo: Yhoo wait up. Me: I didnt knw you know english. Kamo: Hahaha cimba ufunde wedwa ndandifunda kwiModel C schools mtshana befo...... He stoped. Me: It hurts I understand you dont have to tell me now. He nodded, opened the bowl then ate. After tht he put the bowl just beside the road. I was free Kamo made me me forget about my problems. I switched on my phone. 60 missed calls with voice mail massages. I listened to them. Voicemail1:/mtase buya torho whatever is troubling you we wll deal with it sisonke. That was Sipho voicemail2: Nomhle scela ubuye oyhini sisi wam you cant leave me alone you are my other half in a way who will correct my mistakes ndakcela umama usesbhedlele in a serious condition kukuduka kwakho. That was Pretty I had no energy to listen to other voicemails. I had to go home people were worried about me what if my mother could die in hospital because of me? I would never forgive myself. I was time to stop being selfish and go home. ME: I have to go home. KAMo: already? Me: Ja nice meeting you. Kamo: Like wise. I I took off leaving him jst standing there and looking at me visit me sometime he shouted I looked at him and waved he waved back ndaqhubeleka nohambo lwam
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