Insert 34 There is this song by Cece Winans ethi Comforter. That song is one of those songs that just heals me. The lyrics just speak to me every time I listen to it. This song came to mind at that moment. I knew whatever I went through only God would comfort me. My mom had thought me to pray in whatever situation I found myself in, happy or sad. I needed to pray, I needed to speak to Him real bad. So I searched for iChapel and I found it. Then the tears were just flowing. Ntombi was still with me then, but she sat at the back of the chapel. I just needed air to breathe on my own and just pour my heart to God. I didnt know how to start praying I just there and this song Comforter just played in my mind. I remembered just the first words ezithi: Faithful Friend and Father, Ive called you through the years... Just those few words calmed me down. They comforted me when those tears didnt stop. I asked God to take hold of Sanzis life. I asked Him to save his life. To make him wake up. To make him be able to hold his unborn child and have a chance to be father to this baby. I thanked God for blessing me with him. I wiped my tears. And started to breathe as I felt a calmness overwhelming me. I felt some of the weight lift from my shoulders. I sat there and I knew that Sanzi was going to make it. When I was about to leave the chapel I noticed that Sanzis mom had also entered. She stood at the door as I made my way out. I didnt want to fight, I just passed her as she stood looking at me. Comforter was still ringing in my head..forter, thats who You are to me...it kept ringing in my head. Not even this woman was going to disturb my calmness. Not even the news of the pregnancy could disturb this new found calmness. I went back to the waiting room with Ntombi and we sat and waited. A few minutes passed and Sanzis mother was back. She looked at me as she sat down. The hatred I had seen earlier on was gone. But I didnt know this new look she gave me and I was not going to waste my time thinking about it. A few hours later a doctor walked in and asked to speak first to his parents. I was shaking with fear and I just looked on as they talked in low voices. His mother just sat down and seemed so defeated. I wanted to find out what they had learned but I dared ask. The father then walked up to me and told me that Sanzi was awake, but was going in and out of consciousness. He had severe brain injuries and had damaged his spine. So they were going to keep him in i.c.u for the night. I would only be able to see him once he was out of danger. I sat there frozen to the chair. His parents then stood and left. I told Ntombi to also leave me behind. I was going to sit in that chair until I got a chance to see him. She reluctantly left promising to come back the following day. I wanted to call my dad to tell him about Sanzi. But I opted tonsend him a message instead. He called me back immediately. I told him in detail what had happened. His parents just left now. I told him. So wena you are still there? Why? Because I want to be here when he wakes up tata Buy why Princess, it makes no difference whether you are there or not to him. You need to get some rest. Have you even eaten today? How was I supposed to eat when the man I love is lying there unconscious. I have to be here dad Why? *silence* Princess? He is the father to my baby tata. What? Please dont be mad tata please. You and Sanzi.....?He is much older than you Princess. What were you two thinking?Now he could be dying in that bed, tell me what will you do with a child on your own Princess? kodwa utata unjan nha?
Posted on: Thu, 13 Mar 2014 13:02:34 +0000
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