Insert 47 I sat there on the bed staring at the ceiling, tears started flowing. Now that I thought about it I really didnt want to be with anyone but lwandle. My phone rang I answered without checking who it is. Me: Hello Caller: Hey buddy how you Me: Im good how you thuto Thuto: im good. I miss you enhle Me: really?? I miss you too Thuto: can we meet Me: theres a lot thats going on right now so when everything is settled well meet up Thuto: your boyfriend? ? Me: kinda Thuto: oh hope you good thou. Just know am always there when u need me. Me: thanks buddy Thuto: okay bye enjoy the rest of your day Me: bye thuto Lwa: whos thuto?? Me: palesas cousin Lwa: yini enihlanganisayo Me: nothing just friendship Lwa: are you sure Me:are you doubting me?? Lwa: No but I dont about abo I miss you Me:his only just a friend. Lwandle stood up and left. I sat there staring at the ceiling. Thuli: I dont mean to intrude but I think you should give him a chance Me: its not easy if only you knew what ive been through because of this guy. Thuli: no enhle dont say that. Me: Thuli um too young to be dealing with baby mama drama. Thuli: but enhle you love this guy Me: I do thuli but he has baby comin and if I were pregnant I would want to date ma baby daddy so that ma kid grows up in a stable family.I bet palesa wants the same Thuli : wow thats deep Lwa comes back holding a plastic full of goodies. Gave the plastic to me. Me: lwa I think you should go home Lwa: I dont want to Me: I really need to think and you being here makes it really difficult. Lwandle stood up silently, gave me a kiss on the forehead and walked out slowly. When he got to the door he looked up. Lwa: enhle I love you And he left. All I could do was cry till I slept. I didnt even eat the goodies just kept them there on top of the side table. An hour later thuli woke me up Thuli: *whispering* enhle the psychiatrist Me: *lifted my head immediately* what?? Thuli: Thats him there standing next to the doctor. Me: He is so young *looked 21*What is he doing here Thuli: we both know why he is here enhle Me: for me?? Thuli: Duh!!!! I buried my head under my pillow and pretended to be asleep. I heard footsteps. He greeted thuli and asked if I was asleep? Thuli: uhmmmm yea I think so Psychiatrist: uhm Miss Booi Me: *killed bomb* Him: Miss Booi Me: uhmm yes Him: I am Dr Dlamini Me: is it tym for my daily dosage already? Dr D: no. I would like to speak to you privately. Can u walk or do you need assistance Me: I can walk but I need to go clean myself up *my eyes were red and inflamed* Dr D : Ill wait I dont mind I stood up, took my toiletry bag and went to the bathroom. Washed my face, brushed my teeth and went back to the ward. He had already went to the lounge. Me: They honestly dont expect me to open up to a person this young Thuli: I know. Hot,young and charming. I wish I were you Me: my word thuli *rolling my eyes* I headed for the l Iounge. I got to the lounge and it was empty just me and him. Dr D: Are you comfortable? Me: yes i am Dr D: Let me start by introducing myself. I am Dr Mmangaliso Dlamini. I am certified psychiatrist and you are. Me: I am Minenhle Booi a certified teenager! Dr D: *laughing* ok certified teenager exactly how old are you Me: 18..... im kidding 14 Dr D: so why are you in hospital Me: if you dont know why I am here. Why are you here? Dr D: the hospital doesnt tell me anything confidential I just come and the patient tells me everything Me: oh well I cut myself thats why I am here Dr D: do you mind telling me why you cut yourself? Me: Because it takes the pain away *tears start rolling down* Dr D: are you comfortable to tell me what causes the pain? Me: *shouting* everything! Dr D: Ms Booi I really need you to calm down. Would you like to speak to someone else and not me? Me: no its fine im calm.. it all started when my best friend told my boyfriend that I had an affair with a rich guy. Then when I tried explaining myself to him he didnt want to hear my side of the story so I felt as though he listened to my friend over me. Dr D: mmmmh what did you cut yourself with Me: I found razer in the bathroom at my house. Dr D: was it used Me: I dont know Dr D: okay Ms booi I will discuss your diagnosis and further meetings with your doctor. Me: Why not with me? Dr D: You are still a minor miss Booi Me : oh okay Dr D: oh and one more thing. May I please have your cellphone and No one but your family and I mean immediate family may visit you Me: Not even my boyfriend? Dr D : Not even your boyfriend Me: why not? Dr D: this will help me monitor our progress Me: I didnt think it was this serious. I stood up and started walking to my ward to go get my phone. I took my phone and sent lwa,Nce and thuto. To: Lwa: the doctor told the nurses to only let immediate family in I guess I wont see you untill I leave this place and they taking my phone. I miss u lwandle and I hope everything ends off well Nce: chommie I wont see until I leave this place. My phone is confiscated. Will send messages to you via lwazi Thuto: Buddy my phone is being confiscated will talk to you as soon as I get I back. #That_Bestie_Kinda_love_for_you♡ #Lwaminnie
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 14:48:07 +0000
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