Insert 59 A year later. Utshata kwa uAndile I was excited, so keen on changing impilo yakhe for the better, the fact that I got married to a christian gave me a sense of peace, I knew that we both felt the same way about divorce, we were aware of the fact that marriage is not an easy ride and we knew that there were challenges awaiting for us, thats why we went for premarital counseling to be able to tackle the challenges together. The counseling made us both realised that emtshatweni akonto iyeyakho kungekhonto yeyakhe, akho mna kungekho yena theres us and ours. His dreams, his vision, his goals becomes ours, that is why we marry in marriage of property because divorce has never in a million years crossed my mind. Andile noThuli babuya eMonti, he was staying at Gogo Cindys and Thuli was staying endlovini yedwa. Mfundisi left Grahamstown and Andile filled in his shoes as a pastor in Jesus Reign as for me ndaphuma eJesus Reign the moment wagcotywa as umfundisi, elaxesha I was so angry at him ndizibuza how can izinto zimhambela kakuhle ebomini after yonke into ayenzileyo, I couldnt understand it. Omnye unobangela was that couldnt face him at that time, the wounds were still fresh and it was hard for me to listen to him preaching ekubeni ndisazi the real Andile, naye he had a habit yokuthi xa endibona ashumayele ngam endigezela so eventually nda decid(a) uphuma eJesus Reign ndakhonza eHope Church and I must admit it was not the same as Jesus Reign and initially I had difficulties to adapt. It was Sunday Morning, Makhulu and I were preparing to go to church. She had managed to persuade me to visit a Jesus Reign saying I cannot avoid uAndile for ever and she was right. Safika eJesus Reign and the was an usher standing at the door, she wanted to seat us to the front but I refused so sahlala at the back. I must say the congregation was not longer the same without umfundisi, I noticed that Gogo Cindy seemed a bit stressed and she had lost weight. When Andile was called forth to give the Word ndazicenga ukuba ndiqine and hold my head high. He stood in front and wathi wondibona wothuka wajonga pantsi, he kept brushing his head as if ngumntu lo ungazi ukuba makathini. Ekugqibeleni he said. Andile: before I preach bazalwane, mandenze lento isabekekile entlizweni yam. Makhulu: ( whispering) umoshe ke uNdomile wathetha into ebhek ecaleni ubonje uyawumazuYesu apha kum. Andile: Yazi bazalwane sometimes ebomini sihamba sihambe sinyathelane singaqondanga so namhlanje ndifuna uxolisa kubo bonke abantu endabavisa ubuhlungu. Wajonga komama wacela uxolo kubo sekhala after he apologised to them, I spotted omama abambalwa bekhala nabo. Makhulu: (whispering) eshee ndimlibele kanene uyawathanda namehlo. Andile looked at Gogo Cindy who was already in tears. Andile: Cindy, ndicela undixolele ngento yonke into endayenzayo kuwe ezinye inzinto ndizenze ngongaqondi, I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. After he had apologised to Cindy, he looked at me and said. Andile: sthandwa sam, please ndicela undixolele sisi, ndiyayazi I have not been the perfect husband ndicela uxolo my love. I harden my heart ndamthiphudlu ngamehlo ndapholelwa, his tricks were no longer working on me, I was cold as ice towards him. He came to me and hugged me. After he had apologised to me, he apologised to Thuli and to the rest of the church and almost everyone was in tears. Makhulu: (whispering) hee wethu Nolo bekutheni ungasatsho ba kukwa Bhanxeka Sililoapha umfundisi ngu Bhanxiwe Nyembezana? Ngoba babendazile ukuba akutshunyayelwa kuyalilwa apha ngendingazanga. After he had apologised to everyone he said. Andile: bazalwane ibandla lika Thixo alikwazi uqhubeka libekhe bambili kukho abazalwane abangavaniyo so ndifuna if ukhona umntu apha enkonzweni owamosha ndicela uye kuye ucele uxolo um hug(e). Makhulu: hee wethu kanti kushunyayelwa ninina apha? Into endingazumelana nayo kemna kube ndibukelene amagxiba amadoda amadala bekhala. Thuli came to me egxigxiza she apologised and she hugged me, I couldnt help it but hug her and I whispered in her ears that I forgiven her and I didnt just say that I meant it, Yes the wounds were still there but they had healed. After she hugged me, she apologised to Makhulu too and hugged her. Makhulu: hlala kaloku nono, hlala Mathulana sisi oh bethunana uMathulana. Thuli went back to her seat and Gogo Cindy who was in tears also came to me to apologised after that she hugged me and whispered in my ear. Gogo Cindy: ndicela ukubona after church. Me: okay sisi no problem. The service that day was very emotional. After the service, we greeted each other and Andile came to me. Andile: Nolo, bendicela uthetha nawe. Me: thetha Andile Andile: in private please sthandwa sam. On our way outside uGogo Cindy wandi khwaza. Cindy: Noloyiso! Noloyiso! I turned my head. Cindy: ndiyakucela ungahambi ungandibonanga sisi. Me: okay Andile and I stood outside. Andile: err sthandwa sam, inoba uyazibuza kutheni ndi- Me: ngena emgxholweni Andile I dont have the whole day! Andile: sthandwa sam I want to come back home. I miss you, I mis- Me: yilento undibizela yona le? Andile: mamela kaloku sthandwa sam ndicela undimame- Me: wena qha ndenzele ifavour usayine amaphepha edivorce. Andile: hayke andizuyenza ke leyo into okokuqala uyayazi ukuba ndiyashumayela ndingumfundisi what kind of a example will I be setting to izimvu zam hee!! Ndamshiya apho. I went back to the church to fetch uMakhulu ndafika engcokola noGogo Cindy. Me: uthe ufuna undibona sisi. Cindy: ewe Nolo ndifuna uthetha nawe malungana ne behaviour ka Andile. Okokuqala ndimgxothile kweyam indlu ngoba akana resp- Me: mamela ke sisi mna akonto indidibanisa no Andile if unengxaki noAndile thetha naye undikhuphe mna. Makhulu: Nolo uboqala ngomamela indaba ezi wandule upetsula kaloku. Me: No Makhulu andifuni uyiva lento uCindy afuna undixelela yonaxa edikiwe ngu Andile makabone ba uzakuthini.
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 20:08:34 +0000
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