Insert 60 After a few weeks. . . Asavela got arrested but came out on the same day. His dad came to our house and threatened to make ourlives a living hell for what we did to his son-getting him arrested, accusing him of rape etc Mom has been acting strange lately. She lies about working long hours at work. Well. . .i know this because i was worried about her one evening kuba engeka buyi emsebenzini. I tried calling her but she didnt pick up so i called the hospital and i was told that she knocked off early. Her eyes are always puffy, akafuni kuthetha andazi nyani whats cooking ngaye Nna on the other hand. Im seeing a therapist just to help me get my life back in track. Ive been moody lately and i sleep a lot. Andikazi uba kwenzekani kwakum. The road to healing hasnt been easy shame. Ive built up a lot of anger that ive stored inside. But with the help from my doctor(therapist) im slowly letting go. I find it hard to concentrate at school with everything thats going on in my life but i try my best not to let my personal life affect my academic life. Brians been an anchor through it all. Sesukobetha no Asavela, thanks to Athi who stepped in before things got worse otherwise ngeyinguye behind bars. I woke up on a saturday morning. I took a bath then got dressed. Later on that day i had to attend my session with my doctor. I went downstairs to make myself something to eat. Ndafika uaunty having breakfast. Me: Morning aunty Aunty: Morning nono The smell of auntys coffee made me nauseous. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. Gqiba kwam, i rinsed my mouth then went to the kitchen again. Aunty: Are you okay? Me: Ewe Aunty: Izohlalapha She was pointing at a chair next to her. I joined her. Aunty: Uyayazi that ive been with you since you were 3 years old and i know you very well I wonder where is all of this going. Aunty: I wouldnt want say anything to hurt you but andizuthanda when youre hurt. Youre like my daughter Mbalentle and i want you to be happy Me: Okay Aunty: Your behaviour lately. . .ay Me: Itheni? Aunty: *sighs* I had my arms crossed ndimjonge straight in her eyes. Aunty: Yeka mntanam ungekandibulali Heee i wonder ithini into yalomama. I stoop up, already fed up. I dragged my whole body to my room then ndalala. I was woken up by vomit filled in my mouth. I ran to the bathroom to throw up. I rinsed my mouth then washed my face. I stared at myself in the mirror for some time. Kwenzekani na ngam?. . .i thougth to myself. I opened a small cupboard i had in my bathroom. I was looking for tablets. Something caught my eye-my sanitary cloth. Heee its been quiet a while since i used these and i missed my date last month. Mxm haywethu yazenzekela lanto. I really didnt mind that i missed my periods. Maybe mother nature was doing some changes
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