Insert 60 mxm fires mother was worse than my father, i decided to ignore her because she was giving me a lot of stress. The next day we went to see the paster, he tried to explain everything to us, even told us that we need our parents blessings so he adviced us to wait, i was tired of waiting believe me, i didnt nkow when this will end. Its good that i fell inlove with fire, i even took the risk of making a fool of myself, i loved loving fire, it was beautiful, he made me happy, he was still good to me but at times i asked my self if i did the right thing by falling for him, we had a lot on our plate already how much more when we were married? It is not that i was starting to have doubts about us but i was trying to face the reality, since iv nkown fire i had so much problems, it was difficult to love him and the sad part is that the most close people to us were the ones that were blocking our happiness, the same people that were suppose to protect us, but does life have to be like this? On the other side fire was falling inlove with me everyday, he gave me all the reosons to hold on, he trusted me with his life. I was blessed to have him in my life, i was weaker than him, fire was tough, not a giving up type of a guy. Fire: darling we going to overcome this believe me, this is just a challenge, this is just a test, i am not perfect bonga, thats why i need you because you complete me, thank you for being patient with me, baby we need to be more patient with God aswell, we must wait for his perfect timing, we should take this as one of the lessons from the book of life, i dont nkow what the future holds for me but i want you to be part of my future, please darling promise me that you wont leave me because of all this? You are young, beautiful, loving, intelligent, humble, honest, kind, understanding, a God fearing woman bonga, you dont deserve this i am so sorry my love, it wouldnt even take you a day to find a replacement for me bonga, please stay with me baby this is just temporal. Me: sithandwa sami this is not your fault so you shoulnt be sorry, the only people who have to take the blame is our parents, i nkow what is going on you dont have to explain anything i understand, im also part of this remember? I am not planning to go any where without you, i want to spend the rest of my entire life with you, we are into this together love, this is where i want to be right next you. Fire: thank you baby thank you my princess soon to be my queen, we should never let go of each other no matter how hard it is, one day we will tell our grand children about this im sure they will laugh at us :) especially when i tell them the way u loved crying. Eshe lendoda icinga ndiyatefa neh but crying was a remedy for me, it makes me feel better after wards, crying help to eas my pain, when i felt it was too much i would just cry, you can say im weak i dont care maybe i am weak by nature so what? I told my mother about fires mother, my mother said baby dont mind her maybe she is just stressing, maybe she is blaming you for all the waiting, you must try to understand her situation as aneles mother, just forgive her baby girl, you will understand her better when you have children of your own, its not like she hates you maybe she was hoping you would be able to make your father reoson, maybe she is just in a bed space, just forgive her for aneles sake my child, this shall come to pass. It is true that kubamnyama kakhulu xa kuzakusa i hundred percent agree to that, the only prayer i had was too sleep and wake up the next married to fire, i wished it was just a bad dream. We continued encouraging each other like that, i still had a strong feeling that one day we will finally get married, fire was my best friend, we talked about everything, i was watching his back he was watching mine, he gave me a shoulder to lean on, he was my hero, i couldnt help but imagine how happy we would be when everything is finally over. It didnt cross my mind to give up on us, there was still so much ahead of us, love nkows no boundries, if you trully love some one you dont have to give up on that particular person, my heart still wanted to try, so i did just that, we decided to ignore all the negative things and focus on making our love strong, we had so much faith in us, we nkew that God was busy trying to solve our problem for there is nothing too big for God to solve. We both nkew there is a solution for each and every problem, life is beautiful, love is beautiful, God is great all the time, we had so much to explore with fire, we both looking foward to our beautiful future, we prayed for God to bless with the gift of life, we have been through a lot, just the thought that fire had died in that car accident made me realised how much i need him.
Posted on: Mon, 30 Jun 2014 10:24:11 +0000
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