#Insert 70 ****** (I walked for a while and then BAM! I saw Tshimo, he was smoking after he told me that he wont do it. I got to him and threw away what he was smoking. He didnt say anything about that, he just took out a halls.) Rea- Is that how your going to live your life.? Tshimo- Im sorry babe. Rea- You promised Tshimologo. Tshimo- I know and Im sorry Rea. Rea- I cant be with you if you continue smoking. Tshimo- What are you saying.? Rea- You have to choose, it is either me or weed. Simple. Tshimo- You know it is you. But you cant expect me to just leave it, it is not that simple. Rea- Was it hard when you started smoking.? Tshimo- Not really. Can we not talk about that.? Rea- Tshimo, I really hate the fact that your smoking. Tshimo- And Im sorry for that babe. I promise to try with my all to not smoke. Rea- Please and dont do it when you come to see me. It is bad for your lungs and you smell horrible.. Tshimo- Owk. Alright my lady. Rea- Please Tshimo. Tshimo- Yes mam. How are you.? Rea- Im alright. Had a long day. Tshimo- Wanna talk about it.? Rea- Whats the point, your high. Tshimo- Right. Im sorry baby. Rea- I hope you wont let smoking come between us. Tshimo- I wont. Come here. (We hugged. I really hated the fact that he was smoking.) Rea- How was your day.? Tshimo- It was just another day, until I saw you. Rea- Lawl. Really.? Tshimo- Yes. I love you Rea. Rea- I love you too baby. Tshimo- Hows your brother.? Rea- He is fine. Tshimo- Nice. So there is this party tomorrow evening and I would like you to come with. Rea- Im gonna have to ask my parents, Im kinda grounded. Tshimo- Oh. What did you do.? Rea- It was silly. You dont wanna know babe. Tshimo- I always thought you were the perfect daughter. Rea- Lawl. Dont judge a book by its cover. I always get into trouble. Tshimo- But not like me. Rea- Oh No. Way more than you babe. Tshimo- Is it.? Rea- Maybe not. Tshimo- Hahaha. I thought as much. Rea- Lawl. Have you ever been accused of something you didnt do.? Tshimo- A lot of times. And I hate that. Rea- I know, right.? Or when they compare you to the kid next door. I mean, what the hell your not them. Tshimo- Yeah. Rea- I remember this one time when... (He was just sitting on that rock, smilling and looking at me. It was kinda weird so I stopped talking.) Tshimo- Why did you stop.? Rea- I feel like Im talking too much. Tshimo- Lawl. Talk too much then, I like that. Rea- Really.? Am I not annoying you.? Tshimo- Not at all. Your so cute when you talk too much and I dig that. Rea- You mean you dig me.? Tshimo- Something like that. (He pulled me closer and kissed me. I was kinda enjoying being his girl, he was a good guy.) Rea- Is it the weed or are you such a good kisser this days.? Tshimo- Ha!. It is not the weed my lady. Rea- Oh, so you took some kissing classes.? Tshimo- Lawl. Come on babe. Rea- Maybe you should give me a .. Tshimo- No. Rea- What.? Tshimo- Rea, you are not going to smoke. Rea- I just wanna taste. Tshimo- You are not tasting anything. Rea- But your doing it. Tshimo- And that doesnt mean you should too. You.. Rea- I was kidding Tshimo. I dont wanna smoke, was just teasing you. Tshimo- Good. Becos I was not gonna let you destroy your self with weed. Rea- Same way your destroying yourself.? Tshimo- Im not destroying myself. Rea- Remember that you promised to stop, if you dont then I leave you. Tshimo- I will stop Rea, I promise. I have done worse for you and this has to be nothing. Rea- Did you apologise to your mother.? Tshimo- Im still working on that. Rea- Ok. Tshimo- I love you. Rea- I love you too. (We kissed. He walked me home, we hugged at the gate and he left. I went inside the house and they were already at the table. RT was not there, it was just mom, dad, aunt Reo and her husband. I greeted them and passed.) Reo- Evening family. Mom- Where are you going.? Rea- Im going to bath, Im really tired. A.Reo- You must be hungry. Rea- No. I ate too much today, thanks. (I walked to avoid a long convesation. I had a better day with Tshimo and I liked the new him except for the smoking part. Maybe things were better this way. Maybe it was time to put Bokamoso behind me like he did with me. One thing I had to do was to fix things with Tshego and I. Orah was someone I wanted out of my life. I had to organise my life before I started high school. I didnt wanna go to the same school as RT. I wanted to be a new kid and know no one and as for the subjects I will be doing, I still havent decided. If it happened that Tshimo and I break up, I wont date another guy. I just wanted to live my life and be my self. I didnt wanna be one of those girls with a list of exs. I took a shower and went to sleep. I woke up the next day, bathed, had breakfast and watched television in my room. I made lunch and went back to my room, I havent seen or talked to RT since yesterday. I kinda missed him. I took a quik shower, got dressed and went downstairs to leave for the party. Got to the lounge and BAM.!.) #Reh.
Posted on: Sun, 03 Aug 2014 19:28:11 +0000