Insert #71 We arrived kwakhe, he shared a house with his friends. We went into his room ndahlala phantsi. He offered me food ndatya wayohlamba izitya then he came back. He sat on the bed and took out amaphepha. Bendingoyiki bethuna. Him: masiqale ngoGrade 11 Me: ok we marked uGrade11 saphumela nakuGrade12. He did not want me to mark amaphepha wam and i had no problem with that. After he marked my papers he showed me ukuba ndifumene bani. Him: uyazama nje Amahle i took my papers ndazijonga ukuba ndifumene bani ndajonga nemistakes endizenzileyo ndawabuyisela kuye. Him: are you certisfied with the marks? Me: jah.. Ubuzondipha imarks nah? Him: i would never do that.. Kfuneke ufunde ukuzimela mntanam.. Ungaze uvumele izinto eziza lula Amahle he was right. Me: yilento ndiyenzayo nje nam Him: you are one of my best students Amahle.. Andifuni zehle imarks zakho.. Kufuneke zenyuke.. Ungajongi ezam zodwa iisubjects ujonge nezinye Me: okay sigqibezele amaphepha abeshiyekile then sancokola nje. Him: undincedile yaz.. Bendizowagqiba kudala lamaphepha Me: jah neh... bendingoyiki marn, sincokole ixesha elide then we started kissing.. It was our first kiss after 2-3 months sijola and it was amazing. I did not believe ukuba ndim wonke lona uncamisana netitshala yakhe. We kissed for a very long time. Ndizbone sendisebhedini laying on my back and Lwandile on top of me. I enjoyed the kiss ndabe ndicinga ukuba ndiyigqibele kudala yonke lento yenzekayo. He broke the kiss. Him: i love you Me: i love you too i blushed. We kissed again. He took off his T-shirt. Oh lord uAmahle uzolala netitshala yakhe. We kissed till we both got naked. He stretched out his hand and reached out for a condom and i watched him put it on. I was already turned on and my mind was only thinking about what was happening that moment. He slightly opend my legs ndeva lento inkulu ingqubeka emathangeni wam laqalisa uvalo. He broke the kiss. Him: are you ready? was i ready?? I nodded. Him: are you sure? i nodded again. I felt his rod on my gushy lips and i moved back. Me: lets not do this... Not now.. Please Him: what? Him: i mean.. Its okay... Ill wait till you get ready i could see how disappointed he was. He layed next to me and pulled me closer. I layed my head on his chest. Me: please understand Him: i do he kissed my forehead and squeezed me tight. Him: ndiyakuthanda Amahle and i will wait till you get ready... We have to wait till the right time i nodded. I thought about uThando, he once said the same thing as Lwandile was saying. I tried removing the thought i had about uThando. Bendingafuni ude ndibhude ngaye kuLwandile. Him: yaz i never asked uba you have a boyfriend or not Me: no i do not have a girlfriend... Wena? Him: what? Me: do you have a girlfriend? Him: no i dont... Bendinayo kodwa we broke up Me: when? Him: last month Me: why didnt you tell me?.. How should i know ukuba wohlukene nyani nah naye? Ungandiqhatha alok Lwandile Him: ndiyaxolisa Amahle... Khange ndikuxelele coz i was afraid to lose you... Khona kutheni wathethela into yakudala? Me: into yakudala njani? Yinto yangoku lena Lwandile... Undibhanxile mos Him: andikubhanxanga Amahle... Ndiyithethile nje inyani Me: wathini? i raised my head up ndazama ukuphakama but he overcame me ngamandla and he pulled me back and held me tight. Him: Amahle... I love you and i would never lie kuwe... Ndiyavuma ukuba ndithandane nawe ndine girlfriend.. Bendiyazi into ebendiyenza ngokuthandana nawe... Besendizokohlukana negirlfriend yam.. Naku nangoku ndide ndamlahla... Ndiyaxolisa ngongakwazisi Me: i shouldnt have dated with you yaz... How should i know ukuba nam awuzundilahla uphinde ufune omnye umntu Him: yaz ingxaki yakho inye... Awubuzi.. Ngewuvele ubuze qha ukuba bekutheni zesohlukane uyeke ube ushwaqa heeh uyageza uLwandile yaz. I pulled myself away ndaphakama ndanxiba iimpahla zam. Me: ndicela undikhaphe tana i shouted. Him: yehlisa umoya Amahle... Awuzukuya ndawo unje Me: uyaxoka i took my bag ndaphuma. I was not angry but i felt like i was being fooled. Ndiyendakhawleza ndaleqa erankin ndakhwela itaxi ndagoduka. Oko endifownela apha endleleni. I did not answer his calls. He sent me an sms saying his sorry and that hes worried about me. Days passed by, i regreted what i did to Lwandile ndaxolisa. He told me why he broke up with his ex. Uthi wayekhweleta kakhulu engamniki nespace sokuba azipholele, wayesoloko efuna uLwandile abesecaleni kwakhe. She demanded iattention yakhe so wadikwa yena yilonto. I believed him andazi noba kwakutheni.. Izinto ziyezaphinda zaryt phakathi kwethu, sathandana kakhulu kunakuqala. Bendibane ndisiya kwakhe andincedise ekufundeni. I gained weight caba bendisenziwa kukonwaba. People suspected that i was pregnant ndingazi noba abafuni umntu onwabe nah, into abayicingayo kumitha.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 15:56:57 +0000
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