Insert 80 I heard voices ngathi zithethela kude, I tried openning my eyes but ayesuke angathi afakwe iglue. Someone was holding my hand, I tried squeezing it but imuscles zavele zaqina. I tried openning my mouth but kwakungakwazeki. My body was numb and I wanted to open my eyes so bad, I blinked hoping that someone could see that ndifuna ukuvula amehlo but there was no luck. I took a deep breath ndayeka phakathi because my chest was so painful. I layed there ndingazazi noba ndiphi lento ndisuke ndancamathela kwandawo ebekufanele iyavuleka. I tried to relax and think what had happened but ingqondo yam yasuka yoma okwayo, ukhubone ube dom and be unable to think, uzame ubuyisa ingqondo umva but kube blank, ndavele ndanalonto. Ndaqonda ukuba hayi ndisentweni kengoku ndantlimpinika, immediately I had flash backs, I remembered driving to E.L with my husband kwaphuma iAvanza kwi on coming lane yasitshayisa. I started shivering. Shes shaking call the doctor Nurse!! Zaphuma inyembezi kum and eventually avuleka amehlo wam. I looked around, everything was just blur. I tried blinking kusuke iinyembezi but kungenzeki. Ndazama ukonyusa isandla sam, ndatyikitya amehlo slowly ndaphinda ndawavula still ndandisabona luzizi. Me: Wheres my husband? Kwathuleka I doubt if ukhona umntu owandivayo I tried again. Wheres my husband Uyathetha Me: Ndicela amanzi. Zipho My throat was so dry, I cleared it. Me: Ndicela amanzi Ndayiva ivoice iphuma but itshothoza. Ufuna amanzi Sela sisi Ndafakwa istraw emlonyeni ndafunxa kwade kwakhala umoya. I cleared my throat again ndaphinda ndatyikitya amehlo wam ndajonga. Sihle was sitting on a wheelchair intloko yakhe yonke ibhandejiwe, egodle ingalo efake icement. Ndaphakamisa amehlo, utata wayeme entla kwam encumile. I looked around, ndandisesibhedlele kugcwele nje oSokopo. Me: Baby Sihle: (teary) Ndicela uxolo baby Dad: Sihle please dont do this. Sihle: Ill never forgive myself for this. Me: Sihle? Sihle: Baby Ndolula isandla sam wasondezwa ngewheelchair nguSne owayekhala yena kuqala, Sihle held my hand, he was shaking. Me: Unjani? Him: Ill be fine, how are you feeling? Me: Am numb, siphi apha? Sihle: Sise St Dominics Me: Oh! Tata. Him: (clears throat) Ntombi? Me: Unjani? Him: Am fine sisi, awulambanga? Me: Ha.a Kwakukho into eyayindiqinisile entloko, xa ndibamba nam I had a bandage. Me: Ndilimele ndawoni mna? Dad: Sisi ndicela uphumle. Kwazongena inurse. Me: Nurse, ndicela undixelele ukuba ndilimale ndawoni. I feel numb. Nurse: Ndicela uthetha naye in private. Me: No you can talk. Nurse: (she glanced at my father, then at Sihle) ulimele entloko but its not bad. Thats why youve been in a comma for two weeks. Me: Two weeks? Nurse: Ewe sisi, theres a possibility that you cant walk again Me: What? I tried moving my legs but cwaka, ndapitjoloza ndancama. I looked at Sihle all he could do was cry, waqhubeleka unurse ethetha into ezininzi zePhysio ndabe ndise maka ogqiba wahamba. Me: Tata ndizokubaright ne? Dad: Ewe sisi Ill make sure uright Sihle: Can I talk to my wife in private please? Mrs S: Okay, yizani. My father kissed my forehead waphuma. Sihle: Siphesihle Me: Myenam Him: Ndicela uxolo baby wam, I should have been careful uyabona ngoku you are paralysized and theres a possibility that umlenze wam unganqunyulwa.(He broke down in tears) Me: Soze baby, ayizukwenzeka lonto. I am not paralysed and awuzunqunyulwa umlenze wakho. God cant allow that to happen to us, never! Sihle: Ucinga njalo baby? Me: I know so, God cant take my mother from me and my ability to walk. Ndicela sithandaze. Sihle: Siphesihle. Me: Hayi masithandaze Sihle, hold my hand. He did just that but he didnt close his eyes wayekhala qha, hayke ungamncama ngenyembezi. I prayed to God ukuba asiphilise, we just got married nomyenam this cant happen to us. Ukuba umtshato yinto esikelelwe nguBawo why sizakwehlelwa yinkunzela yelishwa, I said all those things ndikhala intliziyo yam ibuhlungu kakhulu. Sihle: Baby nam ndiyakholelwa ukuba sizoba right. Me: Ewe baby, wena kwenzeka ntoni ngawe xa mna kuthwa Ive been in a comma for two weeks? Him: Mna I woke up the following day, kwakukubi baby baqale abafuna ukundixelela ngawe, ndaphambana ndiqonda ukuba bathe uswelekile ndakuzixhomela kula ward mna kuqala. Yho mfazwam ndandikhala isijwili ndikuxelele. Kwangena unurse ndisamamele, wacela uSihle abuyele kwi ward yakhe, he kissed me then wacela ubizelwa uSnesipho uba azomqhuba nyani wahamba. Nurse: How are you feeling? Me: Ndiqiniswe yibandage nurse. Her: Okay Ill loosen it for you. She did that Her: Akho ndawo uyivayo ibuhlungu? Me: Hayi nurse Her: Okay, kuzakufika ukutya ke in about (she glanced on the wall) 10minutes yibe ungqengqa. Me: Okay, nditshiswa ngumchamo Her: Are you sure? Me: Yes(ndava a sharp pain kwi bladder) ouch Nurse: You okay? Me: Yeah ndifuna uchama please ndizokuzichamela. Nurse: Okay Ill be back. Yho hay ndawukhulula ke mna owam umchamo wabuya sendigqibile. Kanti lonke elixesha ndifakwe inapkin wanditshintsha kwafika ukutya ndatya ndalala. Ndaphinda ndavuswa yipain eyayisesinqeni yatsho ngathi ndihlatywa ngomkhonto ndatswina. Kwazofika inurse ndigqushalaza, wanditofa ndaphinda ndayoba. Ndavuswa ngefollowing day. Nurse: Morning. Me: Morning. Her: how are you feeling? Me: Kubuhlungu umlenze. Her: Can you feel your legs? Me: (kwangona ndicingayo ukuba bathe ikhona ipossibilty yoba I cant walk again) Yes. Her: Are you sure? Me yes. Waphuma wabuya nento esharp wandityhila umlenze wandonwaya ngalanto ndagxuma. She smiled. TO BE CONTINUED!!! Ndiyaxolisa guys ukuba kukho any errors am in a hurry! Morning, love you all :)
Posted on: Sat, 01 Nov 2014 06:57:47 +0000
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