Insert18* Ndade ndalala ke in MamThandys arms. The following morning she took me to the doctors place and tests were run naxelelwa uba there was nothing wrong with me. We went back home safika u Malume ekhona. Onele yena was at school and wayeseyeqalile ubhala ngoku since it was approsching June. Me:heeh wena Malume. Uye wayaphi izolo? Lume:doesnt matter mchana. Wena vele uyazi uba I sorted those people out. Me:haibo? Njani ngoku? Ma ndifuna ba banjwe malume. Lume:naleyo ndiyenzile mtanam. I showed the police landlu bekwenzekele kuyo yonke lanto and namhlnje late kuza ama polisa apha. They want to talk to you. Me:oh okay ke. Nyhani later that day kwaye kwafika abantu. I was a little emotional but my 3favourite people were right the for me every step of the. Ndaye ndachaza everything eyenzekayo bathathwa oMakazi. U Simnikiwe wayezohlala nala sisi uyi guardian yakhe. My uncle left after a week. He promised to keep visiting. 3months later. I havent been myself lately. I eat a lot and im gaining a lot of weight. I throw up almost every morning and ndidumba amanyawo okokoko. Another thing I noticed is that I have a blackish line on my stomach. MamThandy noticed uba im not my usual self but I brushed her off ndimxelela im fine. Sometimes ndiya caphuka for no apparent reason ndingxolisa wonke umntu okulandlu including mamThandy no Mavis. So this other day ndise bathroom. I hadnt wrapped a towel on my body yet since ndandithambisa. Wangena uMamThandy. Ndambona uba wothukile but ndaxakwa uba wothuswa yintoni. MamThandy:kuzofuneka sithethe mtanam xowpuma apha. Me:sounds serious. Okay ndyagqibezela ma. Waphuma akenza nalento bekmelba uyoyenza. Ndandisoyika nokoyika shame. Was she gonna tell me uba ndimithi? Pof andyazi nam. Ndakhawlezisa ndanxiba and I went to the living room where everyone was. Ndahlala phantsi. Me:ndilapha ke mamam. MamThandy:*smile* awandbiza kamnandi. Onele khosishiye. Onele:haibo ma njani kodwa wonke umntu ulapha. MamThandy:youre the only male person elapha. He mumbled something but wahamba anyways. MamThandy:weve noticed something about you lately.. Your behaviour has changed,you eat a lot plus youve gained too much weight. Ndithe ndizokbona napha ebathroom ndaqonda yonke is normal kule condition okuyo. Me:condition? Mavis:ewe kaloku ntombi. It happens xa umntu emithi. MamThandy:hay maan Mavis kuthen uybeka njalo? Khosishiye futhi. She got up and left. Me:mama ndimithi mna? Ndandi khala kengoku. MamThandy:andfuni uybeka kanjalo but maybe ngoku wayekwenza lanto u Lunga wakuchithela. Me:no :( kodwa mama saya kwagqirha and I was told that akhonto i wrong ngam. Yenzaka njani inti enje? Andimfuni mna nalomtana. MamThandy:kaloku parie it was too early to tell. Anything can happen was one has been raped. And sana lwam awzokwazi ungamfuni umtana. A child is a blessing.. Me:yi blessing njani umtana ongena tata? Umtana wontu owa rape(wa) mama? Aniyfuni lento mna. I hate its father I hate... Yonke into mama. Nzamthini umtana? Im only 15.. Ndizoqalla isikolo ndimithi ngoku? Hay mama aykwazi torho. MamThandy: okay ke mtanam ndyakuva. I wont force you into anything. As a mom nzok supporter. Nhe? I nodded then ndaya e roomin yam and locked myself up ndakhala. I was thinking of how my life had turned into such a mess. Like God hasnt punised me enough ngoku undinika umtana endingamfuni nomfuna. This meant that things between Onele and I were not going to be the same. He took me back when I raped but umitha kona was bad enough. I couldnt stand losing him. He had done so muhc for me ngoku sizokohlulwa kumitha kwam. There was a knock on my door. Ndayovula and there was Onele. He looked sad or.. Well andazi but he wasnt really okay. Onele:can I come in? Please. I made a way for him wangena and set on the edge of my bed. Izohlala he said. Ndahlala phantsi ke nam. Onele:youve cried enough for today and as much as this is going to hurt,please dont. Ndaqala ukoyika kengoku. Me:okay. He held my had wasqinisa and finally said OLunga bakhutshiwe Ndothuka ndoma Thixo. Me:bakhutshwa njani? Onele:nam andazi baby but bakhona ngoku. Me:but its too soon. It is right? After all they did to me bakhutshwa after inyanga ezintathu? Kutheni na?? Onele:andyazi nam but... Me:first the pregnancy and this? Kutheni lento ndingasoze ndonwabe mna? Ndambona uba wothukile. Nam ndaziva senditshilo. As if my day couldnt get anyworse ngoku nam ndithetha lento!!!
Posted on: Tue, 02 Dec 2014 06:50:54 +0000
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