Insert4#34 My uncle tried his best to convince me to fight for what was mine, in the eyes of the law I was lathitha Buseko daughter of Mncedisi Buseko and no DNA was needed because my father had adopted me wayendazi andi ngowakhe but still loved me my uncle tried nga ndlea zonke to make me fight and all I had to say was Me: with what strength andinawo amadla to fight malume xolo mnikheni lento ayo funayo I took my child and we left Qhamani: Lathitha Me: yeah Qhamani: whats happening to us? Me: I dont know Qhamani: its like we have this dark cloud over our heads Me: I know Qhamani: you uncle is right you should fight Me: I dont want to fight Qhamani: but you should naye akana right yokuthi qhi ngoku and demand money and property after so long Me: I dont care Qhamani: I can see that I didnt care neo sent another sms andayifunda noyi funda I just blocked his number we always end up here no masixole its like we stuck and everytime we think we made it we always end up here Qhamani: masithathe jog Me: you want to jog Qhamani: I used to see you uyenza I want to do it, maybe Il think better Me: ok We got home and I took zozi to her bed she had passed out on the way I changed into sweat pantsi and a vest Masixole: remmber the rules baleka kwe main road apho ubonwa khona unga ngeni phakati kwe zindlu I nodded nje and took my earphones I met qhamani downstairs she was ready I was ready and we left on our jog, No amount of music was making me feel better we werent even at the corner and I was tired already Me: ndiyajiak you can go ahead without me Qhamani: serious come on Me: diniwe mna go ahead without me it will do you good clear your mind I jogged back and she went on her jogg alone I was tired nyani ne I went upstairs ndakulula nje takkie and got in bed Masixole: malume ndiyakuva namu ndiyayi bona lento uthetha ngayo qha hlumelo unekani akafuni yobona muntu ngale nxaki akalali zintsuku ngoku engalali namu ndiya diniwa ngu soloko ndimcenga ayobona umuntu.....ndicela xolo malume.....awe ndizozama ok bye....bye He ended the call and there was silence in the room ndabe ndiziqhume nge ngubo yamu Masixole: hlumelo yamneeda umuntu wothetha iya ku senzile if not for wena or mna iya for abantwana bakho Me: am fine Masixole: untill you when? Mxm I was reached for my earphones and put them on but no amount of music was making me feel better I listening to all my favourite tracks xandi down and none of them helped masixole got under the covers with me Ndaghuqhuka ndajonga kude he took out one ear phone and listened with me Masixole: mnandi le ngoma it was Kirk Franklin stand again And It wasnt helping me today his songs normally bring me strength to get through the tough times but now I felt like I was just sinking Masixole: xolo mfazi wam I didnt notice usindwa ngumtwalo ongakanani and namu I added to lomtwalo xolo makhumalo ncela ukutwalisa bhabha ncela ujike ujonge kum, ba awufuni thetha ok sizothula but ba funa thetha then ndilapha we dont need senzile ungathetha namu ndizomamela mfazi wam ndavele ndatshiswa ngu camo I got up ndaya toilet I was on the toilet seat and still had my phone with my earphones, without thinking I dailled number ka mama it went straight to her voicemail and I listening to her voice, I dailled 3 times listening to her voice I missed her so much nothing was hard umama ekhona I dailled my dads number nayo yaya straight to voicemail and I knew they really gone ne I got up ndaya eroomin and under the covers, ndazinyala ku masixole and he put his arms around me nakhe namva Amaza xa esithi mtwalo wam yandi sinda? Yooh wayendi sinda owamu umtwalo shame Ndine flue, just drank pills hoku ndiyalala andiboni naleno ndiyibhalayo laters
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 14:43:12 +0000