Insert5#54 Lebo: Ta max masixole looked shocked I think enqhondweni yakhe ebe dlala all the possibilities of losing Jack, a friend a left hand the joker Masixole: how bad? Lebo: iyatsha ta max bad Masixole: kari yakhe? Lebo: asijonganga noba usi garge or akhekho I prayed for the last one Ndamphinda kwe phone yakhe yooh ikhala yodwa sana Masixole: Lebo iyani pha niyova Lebo: awuzoya? Masixole: bafuna mna, ba ndiyapuma apha ndishiye hlumelo nabantwana ndiyi target nabo bayi target hambani Lebo: baby masambe they left together masixole wahlala phantsi Me: sixabene he looked at me I wiped a tear Me: the last thing I said to him was uyi help apha ndlini maka ngeni into zethu, masixole ba uphana soze ndizixolele he did the oppsite of what I was expecting I thought he would blame me and point the finger at me but instead he hugged me Masixole: you not to blame for lento Me: what If what if Masixole: masithandaze ayikho njalo I couldnt get over that.. Parting words with someone you care about are important because they could be the last words you ever say to that person Liyo started crying which bought me out my thoughts masixole wamthatha I stayed outside watching the kids play but ntliziyo ebe ngekho kwa lapha mna bendicinga the possibilty of Jack being in that house yoooh I couldnt wrap my mind around it I took my phone ndamzama futhi we black people are like that we will leave you 30 missed calls as if calling 3 times is any different we just hoping by the grace of God uzophendula and be fine but Gods grace wasnt in my favour because Jacks phone was ringing and going to voicemail Me: hey umm Jack its me Lathitha when you get this ncela ubuye kum please I ended the call and prayed to God again that he was somewhere else other then the house Masixole: Lebo uthi motor ka Jack ebese garage yoooh ntliziyo yamu yahlala ezantsi kwe susu masixole ebe ngazazi azenze ntoni Masixole: masiba nikhe lento bayi funayo Me: NO! Masixole: Lathitha bazobulala abantu bamu one by one Me: I said NO! Ndaphakama and walked past him taking the car keys to his Rover Masixole: uyaphi hlumelo Me: I need time out Masixole: UZOYAPHI! time out kunje Me: please I closed the door and walked to the Rover I needed time out I needed to be alone, to think inzima le decision I give up Neziswa they will possibly kill her, on the other hand they will kill each of us one by on as masixole said driving nomlenze owrongo is HELL on earth, I was using one foot to do all the work, andikhumbuli Jack uhlala phi so I just drove. Nda ender up at the hosiptal I woke up in I got out the car and went looking for Milas Me: hey is Doctor Milas in? Nurse: his office is that why am not sure his still here his shift ended 10 minutes ago Me: thank you I went to his office and knocked lucky for me he was still there Milas: lathitha is something wrong Me: I want to take this off I pointed at my foot Milas: I cant do that, it has to stay for 3 weeks Me: I have things to do, Please remove this thing its slowing me down and I feel paralyzed dragging this extra wieght around Milas: Lathitha Me: Do it! Or Il take a gun and shoot it off myself Milas: damnit I was almost out of here Me: Milas please Milas: come with me! But let the record state you asked you wanted to, the swelling must have gone down abit now but the pain will be there when you put your wieght on the ligament Me: does it look like I care take it off! I have a high tolerant of pain believe me Milas: I believe you, you married masixole didnt you Me: shut up it took him 30 minutes to take the damn thing off my leg Milas: may I suggest a bandage atleast it will straighten your bone so that it aliegns itself in the right direction Me: Fine whatever he went and got a bandage and started wrapping it around me ankel when he was done I said bye and left The pain was there was milas said but it was better then dragging that thing around I drove home Masixole: ubuyo susa mlenze? Milas waye ngathanga Weeks Me: I couldnt ha.a this is better my phone rang ebe ngu mbali I looked at masixole Me: hey Mbali: masixole ingathi ngesiza apha Me: what happend Mbali: ncela umxelele aze she ended the call Masixole: ntoni? Me: mbali says iya pha Masixole: ndibaxelele Me: it sounds important yooooh valo bendinalo ntliziyo yamu bengathi kukho umuntu oyikhamayo nge zandla zakhe zombini Masixole: uzoba right wedwa apha ndlini Me: go..go find out kwenzeka ntoni ncela ube safe please he kissed my forehead and left ndandi ncancazela kukhoyika why is mbali calling him.. Jack is really dead isnt he nto bendiyikhalela more then anything was our parting words, those cant be the last words I say to him....I think I think I think I love him
Posted on: Tue, 20 Jan 2015 21:21:10 +0000