Insomnia changes the way i perceive everything. To see the masses of folks on here act like children fighting for attention while the world is collapsing around us is TOO MUCH. The more i recognize my own flaws, the more i see them happening all around me in everyone else. We are oblivious to the connection we all have to each other. In you is me, in me is you. In the realm of time we are never the same person, EVER. we are constantly changing physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I dont know if you ever have had bouts of insomnia, but there are few things worse than not being able to do a basic essential life function. The mind goes everywhere but to sleep. You dream awake, you toss and turn, there is NO ESCAPE! The mind takes you to places past that altered the direction of your life, a few good, but most are bad, with feelings that sting with a venom as potent and fresh as its original moment in time. A literal waking pergatory every time you even look at your bed. The first few days break you down, any days following tear you apart piece by piece until there is nothing left but an empty dark hole and feelings that have no place in this realm. Death seems trivial, a blessing in a way. There is no emotion thats passes without salt, no tunnel for light to pass. only the fear of the next quest for peace and rest that brings most clarity and healing, but to you it brings an un-escapable hell. thatll do sweet dreams
Posted on: Wed, 18 Sep 2013 22:49:16 +0000
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