Is ‘the end’ really the end ?? no it can’t be , atleast I dnt believe that. But surely it requires enormous emotional maturity to deal with. Although the past’s been fraught with instances of unfinished talks and incomplete journeys ,again, nothing seems to stymie my desire to detach ,in a way the damned saga continues .wish I could travel back n change a couple of things , there by covering myself in deep nostalgia , heaving a sigh of emptiness. for others , once realization of being away from your herd would set in , it may be life changing for some , though how much it affects may vary invariably . saying goodbye has never been my forte and this time it’s no different either , no wait ! yeah, there is this rationale which pushes for more involvement but dreadfully cajoles me to drag my feet back too. it’s like the phrase damned if u do, damned if u don’t :) . gradually drifting away seems to be the most viable option, affecting almost none .the bubble of college life is gonna burst anytime soon n when it happens , dnt go into a mourning dome instead dream , dream something outrageous . for me , the last phase got a little tweaked but I seem to be hell bent on steamrolling ’ the end’ as planned, though for the first time there is a great disbelief , uproar and infighting inside about this so called “plan”…….
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 14:32:42 +0000