Is this what happens? You get to a certain age.. I guess the age is different for everyone....You have to decide which path to take. Either one is going to shape your life in a completely different way. Go to school full time, drop out & forget it, or wait 10 years to go back and attempt to make what was once your most important goal ..a reality.. If you even have half that drive and motivation at that point. work full time and pay the bills or work part time and spend time with your kids and outdoors and have no money for lifes luxuries. Spend your money to live now or save it for all the things you hope to have in the future. Live by societys standards or do what makes you happy even if people look at you funny. Believe in yourself or doubt yourself. Let go or hold on. Take a chance or stay where you are. I have no idea. Words cant explain how overwhelming it is to not know what to do, always feel wrong, put yourself down, go back and forth on your choices, lose trust others put in you, be mad at yourself and mean to yourself because there was and is never a right answer and no one really believes in you or cares & the outcome of your choices never turns out to be what you really wanted. Fail 100 times and get back up every time telling yourself Ill get it right next time.. Always waiting for next time. Always motivated yet not confident. How do you fix that? Where do I begin? Or do i just let it be and block out these thoughts? Can I just have a day to stay in bed under the blankets til 6pm and eat ice cream for dinner and avoid real life? Please ?
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 05:05:46 +0000
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