It amazes me how a person can post a pic of their kid and everyone goes on and on about how their such good parents. When in real life you know their kids cant talk well, is bad as Hell and they always tryna drop them off. Im sorry but Im NOT SORRY. It takes a lot more than buying your kids cool clothes and making them pose. Dont get me wrong I LOVE to snap it up for my boys. But, a picture could never explain what I go thru to make some of those moments happen. Sometimes Im there with my Kids but Im not there. Im too busy adding and subtracting. Im at their birthday parties like thank god I made all this happen now how Ima get this money back.... Im at the fair goin over my budget and rushing them so we can hurry up and get home so I can get a nap so I can go make all that money back. Truth is, some days I jus cry. When Ive swept the floors 3 times in one day and keke comes in and spills something in the fridge. I cry when KShan dont wanna take homework serious and I go into this big, huge, over dramatic, rage about how important homework is. Pictures cant tell you how I cry with Ky cus he understands too much about life. It doesnt show how he has Never came home on a bad color one day in his life because he works so hard to be perfect that hes perfect when he doesnt try. A picture leaves out my voice yelling at them to get in the car b4 they get left...cus im in a rush yet again. It doesnt tell you that Ive NEVER made a promise that havent kept and how much pressure I put on my Chest to Make sure I ve did what I said. My oldest is almost 9 and I still try and make him hold my hand. They cant stay home alone, ride their bike around the corner or stay over at a friends house and yet I still feel like Im Failing them. KShan thinks hes everbodys daddy, Kyron is an over achiever that will annoy you with his ability to one-up you, and Keke is a 6 ft tall mommas boy. They are my biggest JOYS and I swear to you a picture couldnt tell you what we have been through to make us the people weve become but I know we wouldnt be who we are without one.......couldnt even picture it.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 18:53:49 +0000
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