It can come from no where or I can feel it building, if you have ever had a panic attack its the closest thing I can relate it to. Its this pressure in my chest and I start to feel uncomfortable in my own skin. I feel like I could reach out and touch him but then my brain wakes me from that momentary dream and its vicious and painful. Its at that moment I start to ache. A horrible deep ache, and I try to shut my brain off so that it stops thinking of all the horrible things my brain goes to when this happens. Im now trying when this happens to remember the good times, the giggles and laughs. The love and happiness. Im trying. I promise.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 00:26:22 +0000
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