It has been awhile since I have had access to the internet so I figured I would update everyone. I have a new job as a security supervisor for a correctional facility. I love it.It is a good way to help those that feel lost and stuck on the path I once was on. It has been awhile since I have been so passionate about an occupation. I will say I am highly underpaid but, that happens. I have not had a suicidal thought or impulse since December 7th largely due to Rose Morowitz and her gardening skills. Lalenya Wulff has proven to be one of the most amazing friends a person could ask for. Unfortunately for the both of us we work different hours so recently our time together has been scarce. I find myself missing the people of Boston and my family quite a bit but, hopefully they understand why I can no longer have a life there. Therapy has done wonders for me thus far and I feel like I am on a path that will be good for me. There is still a weight on my shoulders from past traumas and a large whole in my heart from the loss I suffered this summer but, it is manageable and I am optimistic about my future. I will be moving again soon (within Anchorage) and will try to make myself a home. I still can only think of two places that I really felt home, Iraq with Kristopher James Johnson and when the quatro with Dustin Pelley, Samantha Richards, and Ryann Alyson Knosp was in full effect. I think I can find that feeling again here and am eager to find it though I am no longer obsessed with finding it. It will happen because I deserve it. My wonderful mother Nora Hill, and step father Scott are trying to make plans to visit me soon and I am very excited about it. My old friend Becca De Moulin has also taken steps towards coming out and reconnecting as well as the insatiable Carla Susperreguy and I couldnt be happier about that. My mind has slowed enough for me to prioritize things as well as stop to look at the world. One of the greatest things here is that no matter how bad a day one has, if they make time to take a deep breath and look around they will be awestruck at the beauty Alaska has to offer. To any I have lost contact with, know that I still think about you and of course miss you as well. My phone recently got wiped and lost most of my contacts so feel free to hit me up anytime to chat. Thank all of you for all you have taught me and I hope to repay each of you for your lessons in this short life I have been blessed with. I will attempt to update more again soon.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 05:27:49 +0000
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