It has been three years since I had a nightmare like this. And again, it was about someone I love dying...Last time it was my wife, whom I just married, and I on our honeymoon and our car getting knocked into the ocean. I tried to save her, but she was pinned and I can still hear those words...ringing through my head..., Just let me go... I watched my wife drown. And it wasnt just me dreaming myself right into that moment. I actually went through the motions of meeting her, falling in love, and getting married (with time skips of course). This time it was not my wife, but my girlfriend and I hiking in,(what seemed like) the Rockies. We were walking on a cliff face. I was about thirty feet behind her, talking on the phone, when a rockslide happens out of no where and separates us. Once again, my love was pinned. This time it was a huge rock on her leg. It was winter, so there was snow and it felt really cold. She was trapped and I had to hurry down the mountain to get help. I kept my phone on me because she could still communicate that way. By the time I get down, I have a voicemail on my phone. I was climbing my way down so fast that I didnt even notice it ring...I felt my heart jump. We only planned a couple hours to hike up and down because it was about five or six in the afternoon. It was dark by the time I got this message. As I listen, I could only hope for the best. It is my motto after all, Hope for the best, expect the worst. But I didnt stay true to that last part. Nothing could prepare me for what I was about to hear. Alex, I can feel myself slowly freezing. I can feel myself slipping away. I know you wont make it back in time and I have already accepted that. I just want to let you know that I love you and I want you to move on... At that time, my roommate woke me up and I had tears rushing down my face. I know it was just a dream, but I tried so hard to get back into that dream...Im glad my roommate didnt see my face. I couldnt get back and I just laid there for thirty minutes. What the hell do these dreams mean?!
Posted on: Wed, 13 Nov 2013 06:27:13 +0000
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