It is hard to know what to write, when there is so much and at the same time, one is always, always unlearned -- even if one is considered an expert, there is still a great deal of things unconsidered, unnoticed, forgotten -- things that slip the mind. So it takes a while, and many pages have been trashed over the last few weeks, the details of the illustrations having neglected some other perspectives, the reasoning of the arguments are insufficient in strength. This is why, maybe, it is easier to produce a page or two of something with relative certainty, maybe three times a year. Otherwise, I have probably nothing to work with. Otherwise, its chaotic, maddening, and depressing to think that there is not enough time to really give to these things, what they deserve. Ive written things not worthy of showing anyone -- so, for now its best to return to a state of purity. Reading and research only, for the time being, and -- a little more running around again -- thats a constant, because it needs to be, if caring about connection is what the point is.
Posted on: Sun, 09 Nov 2014 00:06:24 +0000