It is just so hard to trust God...and I am so hard headed...so stubborn...I am slowly (and obviously quite difficulty) learning that God wants me to trust him 100% even if I lose my job, even if I He never restores my engagement and marriage, even if I have no house...I guess my point is look please forgive my recent neurosis...God is trying to get me to believe in Him and His word even when everything around me says doubt...I apologize yall, but it is hard learning to get out of the boat...I am slowly but surely learning that God is my source no matter what it looks like...but the frustration and fear and anxiety is because my flesh is fighting letting go and letting God...but I am slowly understanding that GOD IS EITHER 100% IN CONTROL OR NOT...EITHER HE KNOWS THE FUTURE AND NOTHING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING CATCHES HIM OFF GUARD OR HE DOESNT so forgive me for that Chad Henry, Annie SmithKelly Fontenot Klein, Yolanda Broussard Spell, Jimmy Annette Monceaux, Jeff Files, Dusty Fontenot, Katy Richard, Catherine Granger, Rhetta Uke, Julie Broussard, Danny Ayala, Steve Button, Autumn Votano, Jacquetta Kibodeaux, Karen Price Stokes ...and yes even old Chris Rhodes...sorry about that man...I lost my temper and I shouldnt have went off on you :-(
Posted on: Wed, 04 Jun 2014 15:03:31 +0000