It is just such a dark gloomy day of despair to me. Do any of you ever feel like this but you do not really know why? It is almost like the day itself has an intelligence and it is trying to lure me into a lonely cave somewhere that I will live out my days in the dark and just dwell and ruminate on anything that brings me sadness. I feel so overwhelmed with thoughts of hopelessness. I think tonight I will sleep on the basement floor. I want to be cold in the dark and just lay there. I used to lay under my bed when I felt like this but I have not removed all of my shit from underneath it so I will go to the basement. I go down there sometimes when I want to be alone and I do not want to be disturbed. My mom is the only ever who can disturb me though. But I just want to sit alone and think for a while. I hope anyone who cares will pray for me to whoever god is the center of their faith.
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 00:46:13 +0000
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