It is now 2015. As a mom who lost her son in 2014, it is sort of a painful turning of the clock this year. Theres always the part of me that wants to be strong and move on and be a blessing to others. However, there is a part of me that wants to go back to the time when I had my son. It hurts going into a new year without him. It hurts to see the rest of the world going on as normal. Im not sure there will be a normal time for us again. We have moments of it and glimpses of it, but theres an empty place in our hearts without Sam. Yes, there is a lot for which to be thankful. Yet, moving on is painful. May God bless all of you who have walked this journey with our family.
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 23:24:54 +0000