It is so sad that the other day I was at the top of my game but today I cannot think. I just react. Dementia does this, Alzheimer’s in my case. Anger is back in my life and I just can’t shake it. I know the things I need to avoid a complete meltdown and try to stop my anger from surfacing and returning calmness in my life is the only way I can do it. My friend suggests a steady stream of Kenny G will help. My friends are there for me while I walk on this dark side. So many messaged me letting me know they are unable to help me fight my demons but are still walking with me and taking the random display of temper and rolling with the punches. They realize Alzheimer’s has a firm grip on me and my actions are not mine. I will walk through the fog into the daylight and escape the horrors I feel but it will take time. I was once able to bounce back easily but the nightmares are back and restless nights will return. I will keep busy with the group I am starting and get back to the things I enjoy. Until then, let the mob rule.
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 21:43:39 +0000
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