It is with the greatest sadness that I am writing this post. Please Please Please, Let this death out of all deaths raise awareness of the reality that we are facing. Robin Williams was an inspiring comedian, his job was to bring JOY! but deep down inside he could not find that joy himself. I can still recall nights after bad beatings, after being raped or molested as a small child, those dark hopeless nights when all I prayed for was to be taken out of this world..Those were the nights I still hear Robin Williams voice echoing off of. He was one of the people that gave me hope, that brought a smile and a small light to a dark world. I have spent countless years desperately trying to cover my depression, trying to seem normal because I didnt want to be looked down upon anymore. I didnt want to be teased anymore about being a foster child or hear any of the cruel jokes people would make about abuse or the jokes about how weird I was. I tried to cover up all of that pain and hope that one day it would go away and I could put on a front that I was okay. That is most likely what Robin did as well. Look at your lives people! you have no idea of the impact you have on others. You literally have the chance in this lifetime to either save a life, or completely and utterly break a life. Words are hurtful, people fight constant silent battles that you may never know about. Make a commitment to yourselves to try your very best to be that reason someone hangs in there, not the other way around. Im not saying this to make you think Im perfect or in any way better than anyone else, Im saying this to reach out to all of you that have those silent battles. Im reaching out to you that feel like youre alone and there is no hope. Im not healed yet, I still have lots of scars and stitches holding me together, but I stand here as proof that it can get better, and it will get better. You have already made it through so much, dont give up now. Dont you quit..One day it will all make sense, One day it will all be for the best, and that one day, will be soon, just hang in there
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 05:48:57 +0000
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