It takes a lot to make me furious...more so as Ive grown closer to God. But I can still be brought to the point of rage. Folks get tired of being the subject of conversations, tired of taking the high road, tired of giving all they have and it still not being enough. Being criticized for doing something by people doing nothing. TIRED of carrying the load built for many, alone. Tired of having defend positions.TIRED of being last on the priority list of someone youre supposed to be first on. Tired of solving all the problems but having to hire somebody to fix mine. Tired of being verbally regurgitated on like Im sposed be somebodys whipping post. Tired of being insulted for doing good and mocked by being called a prophet wanna be. Good grief. Reminded of my failed marriages. Yes theres been plenty. Aint nobody in the dark about most of the crash n burns in my life. I REVEAL struggle because its apart of life and some folks arent brave enought to discuss their blunders and those folks are thankful to see that they aint alone in their life being an episode of Y&R. Lets note for the record that them bastards didnt know how to be married. I did. If anyone thinks I will allow myself to be subject to a thieving, drug addicted, cheating husband who frequently took 3 day moonlight walks without curbing him for fear of what people might say about a divorce....you dont know me well...cause he found himself divorced. Dont provoke me. Im kind...but i aint weak. Far from it. You have any idea how much strength it takes to stand when everyone in your immediate life wants you to sit down. Im called to be like Jesus....lets not forget Im not capable of being Him. Im Shannon...not a saint...and I have no interest in being one. I aint nobodys role model. Im walking a walk. Walk with me or dont. #letmebe #backOFF
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 20:55:07 +0000
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