It took a couple days to sink in, to digest what had happened, how it had come as a blindside, with no warning and without any reason for it...I had never seen that side, the mean ugliness, the razor sharp tongue... I had always told other people complaining about it that it didnt exist...then I was the target, and again, for no reason. It stung and burned for some time, felt like I was spiraling into a depression that was caused by this hurt, but realized in this storm to reach to the ONE who loves me beyond all measure. Who knows all my faults and my past, but instead of using it against me for an evil purpose, uses it for me to help me to learn and grow--which I have in the last 10 years, in a righteous purpose. Thank you Lord for being by my side at ALL times. I feel now I can take the step to accept what happened and instead of the hurt, will turn it to prayer for someone who really needs it. The relationship will never exist again, but I can at least see them in my heart with a spirit of forgiveness - in time- and a spirit of sadness for who they revealed themselves to truly be. But for now I will praise my Lord for the storm, for the revelation He gave me, I will take the lesson he is trying to teach me, and grow in HIM. Rom 8:28 will be on my mind throughout this. ALL things work together for good to those that Love God... I trust you Lord and lean on you for my strength. I find my peace and happiness and contentment in YOU ALONE. You have never failed me and I know you never will. You have never left me and I know you never will. Thank you Lord.
Posted on: Wed, 05 Nov 2014 13:01:29 +0000
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