It was 4 years ago today that I took the ambulance ride to the - TopicsExpress

It was 4 years ago today that I took the ambulance ride to the hospital to begin a somewhat difficult 24 months of not being able to walk. After 15 months in a wheel chair, and two surgeries later I began a tough road of trying to walk again. It has not been easy and the ever present pain of my aged joints are a daily reminder of, as everyone says, God will not give you more than you can handle. I wonder sometimes.... Yesterday morning we woke up and noticed the HVAC unit had stopped cooling. The culprit seems to be the outside compressor fan motor. Wont know for sure until tomorrow ; fixable, but really more of an annoyance than anything else. Slept, sort of, under numerous fans last night. Reminded me of growing up. Didnt have AC till I was 14 back then. Uncomfortable, but fixable. Strange tho, mid afternoon yesterday noticed the refrigerator seemed to be not cooling. It has happened before a few times over the past few years, a good cleaning of the coils, perhaps a manual resetting the timer and usually it would come back to life and no problem. I will be moving the crucial few items to the fridge we have in the garage shortly as it is not responding to reviving efforts; again fixable but the timing being within 12 hours of the HVAC problem seems odd and bothersome to be honest; but like I said, fixable, one way or another. But its tomorrow I am most concerned over. My oldest grandson has some crucial medical tests to be had that will hopefully answer some questions concerning some scary health situations he has been dealing with for about four months. His condition sort of brings a lot of things in focus sort of. I do trust that God will guide the doctors doing the procedures tomorrow to also find a fixable solution to whats going on concerning his condition right now. The HVAC and Fridge are just objects that for whatever reason decided to puke on us at the same time. Annoying, but fixable. My grandson is my first born grandchild. He means the world to me. I have total faith he will get better after tomorrows procedures open up the road to finding out some much needed answers. I sort of feel like I did during those miserable 24 months. Wondering what else God will give us all to deal with. This year has been an especially difficult one for a lot of reasons. For the first time in my life I feel, old. But not too old to give up just yet. God all I m asking for is for my grandson to feel better and for the health and well being of my family. Be with the doctors tomorrow so they can plot his road to better times. And whatever juju is hanging over our house right now????,,,,,is not funny at all.