It was finally time for Nixon to travel,god how much did he hate himself right now,he was leaving Boston to go to another state for college,it felt odd,it was like leaving home all over again,something that took him a while to get used too,Yeah he would be with his brother but he was also leaving his bestfriends and the love of his life,cheesy but it was true and he wasnt to fond of it,He realized he never really thought the decision through,once Justine left the apartment he kind of just stayed there,on his own,packing his things,moving them back to his moms house and stuff,he cried,he sang sad songs,he ate food and slept,it was a never ending cycle of depression for him. Knowing that he had to say goodbye to Dylan and Emily , and Justine wasnt easy for him,he couldnt bring himself to say the word , especially to Dylan,that was his brother,his other half,his partner in crime. Nixon was about two hours early for his flight,just so he could spend the last bit of time he had with the three most important people in his life,yeah all his other friends meant something to him,and he said his goodbyes to them even cried alittle,but this was the hardest part,Nixon sighed as he messed with his fingers,as he sat next to Dylan,he couldnt bring himself to speak up,he was on the verge of just letting more tears fall,he knew his voice would crack,so he just stayed quiet and listened to them talk,He swallowed hard and drank his water as he looked at them,you know...were all sad for nothing...i mean yeah im going to Arizona but it doesnt have to be a goodbye... He said to them as he wiped his eyes trying to force a smile,Ill be back on vacations...and its only a year.. He said shrugging,trying to find a bright side but there was none.
Posted on: Wed, 30 Oct 2013 09:07:08 +0000