It was so wonderful speaking with you this morning Laura Kluvo! Sending lots of love and blessings your way. Just wanted to share a statement that I posted on my page with all of your Blogging Project Runway Family. I am forever grateful for your friendship, generosity, and support. XOXO Good Morning All My Relations and Friends, I know it feels sad now, but please dont carry any sorrow. I wholeheartedly appreciate this journey together, but it had to end. There will be a new one for us. I can truly say that I felt a sense of degradation when I returned. I had to own what I was feeling and turn it into a positive, in order to be in a place where I felt I could continue to grow with my vision. Sometimes its harder to admit when something isnt working for you anymore. You have to rethink and reevaluate what youre doing. There were layers of that with my decision to return, but now its over and I feel 1000 light years happier. I can be my own individual visionary. The day I was eliminated my handsome wrangler friend, Moses, took me to the bay where I asked him to go to pray with me for strength and clarity. I asked that in my work, since I have not pursued this with selfish intention, what does this elimination mean? I wanted to bring light and opportunity to Native Americans and anyone else who may need a self-confidence boost. I thanked the Spirits for allowing me this time to be a voice. Then the waves started to hum and started pumping the blood in my heart. I could finally really cry and feel who I was without the role of playing my cards in the game of PRAS. It was clear that I had to nurture a new venue, something was going come from my inner voice, a higher trust. I felt relieved, and how bad can it be that Im at the Big Water Spirit with Moses, praying? LOL! I was scared because now what would I do? How would I face my family, friends and clients? I kept looking at the waves and being Water Clan, I said THANK YOU, I know Ill be OK. I come from a Nation that is sincere and strong. Ill do what is best to continue on to a higher place. When I got home to my Gotham West apartment, all the designers came into my kitchen and we all said a prayer together. I told them I would be OK, and we all cried together. I said as I left the stage, that it felt so tainted, like there were so many unnecessary words exchanged on that stage. So I had to do my Native Call (ululation - Lulu lulu lululu!) to clear what I felt, and to leave on a good, strong note. Not to exit in a manner where I would give way to years of toxic energy. I know there are great moments too, the Yin & Yang, but for the most part, all is best when you know its time to get out. I truly felt that on my return. Now a glimpse into a trust, that bigger and better things were yet to come. It happened the very next day. On that beautiful day, I was with another beautiful wrangler, Beth. She asked, Where do you want to go? I said, Walking. We walked from 47th St, all the way down to Battery Park, to the NMAI Smithsonian Museum, we stopped at places in between, one of which was Ground Zero, and there I prayed for the family and friends who suffer from that horrible day on 9/11. I knew I was fortunate, I have options, and that my mission is a peaceful one, so be thankful that you are capable to be who you are. We later arrived at NMAI and I sat there watching Natives from all over, dancing in the Rotunda Gallery celebrating their culture. Nothing like finding your people for a good dose of Happy Medicine! I continued to go around through the exhibits and continued my Happy Medicine Walk. It was like being on a mind over matter IV, LOL. After a good hearty walk of over 100 city blocks we returned back to Gotham West, and I slept good. The next day I asked for my computer. On my messages the Smithsonians National Museum of the American Indian asked if I would please accept their Arts & Design Award during their 20th Year Anniversary Gala Event in NY on Nov 12th. Of course I said yes, with great honor! From that point on I knew that the Spirits had me going in the right direction. There is more to come. Please stay tuned, and have a lovely day! Many More Blessings, Patricia Michaels
Posted on: Fri, 31 Oct 2014 17:13:49 +0000
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