It was started last sem. I never thought na maiinlove ako sa classmate ko for 3 sems. Kasi that time I have someone and we were just aquaintances. I never really imagined that Ill have some special feelings for her. So there we are we became close friends, we were always hanging out although nung simula pa lang sinabi na niya agad sakin ng ayaw niya ng relationship. Hindi niya na clarify kung bakit. So I did not stop courting her even though na ayaw niya nga. Slowly I know she was falling for me too but I know also na pinipigilan niya sarili niya and then again I dont know why. Kaya sabi ko sa sarili ko I really wont stop because I can feel that if I insist my feelings on her shell feel the same way too. So everything going so well until one day she told me that the reason for her kung bakit ayaw niya is may ka MU siya and mahal niya ka MU niya. It broke my heart but I said to myself that I still have a chance and I wont let this opportunity pass away. Then again I fell for her after my heart got broken. I knew the fact that she loves someone pero it doesnt mean naman na she wont love me. Hoping that one day shell realize that Im the one for her. Pero yung feeling na friend zoned ka? Masakit pero I endure the pain just to be with her and just to grab the chance to make her feel that I love her. We held hands, we hugged, we kissed. But she said she really love the other one. Then again it broke my heart. But still I dont care, pinag patuloy ko lang ang alam kong gawin that time and ayun ay mahalin siya. I never lose hope na mamahalin niya din ako kasi I know di siya papayag na mangyari ang pag hoholding hands namin and kiss and hugs if she doesnt feel something for me. Shes not like what you think na shes just flirting with me. She met my whole family, from my grandparents down to my youngest cousin. Everything was so great but from time to time shell tell me that she really loves the guy. After my heart broke a dozen times and after I fixed it up to offer it to her again, I just stopped. Its not because that Im a quitter or anything. I just realized that if I want her to be mine I want to have her in the right way. I mean ayoko nung inagaw ko lang siya sa iba. And now we were just friends and really good friends. From Scorpio, 2011 BS IT
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 16:53:28 +0000
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