It was your 21st birthday yesterday my son. I miss you more than I could ever express, more than anybody could ever imagine!! The pain I feel is so strong, intense, unimaginable every single moment of every single day but especially yesterday. Not being able to share your 21st birthday with you was unbearable. Ive had your baby girl with us on your birthday all day, overnight and today. Thank God , she helped pull all of us through This horrible time. I walked into your room with your daughter… Youre smiling face on your wall with all the signatures from your Memorial. Your daughter is smiling at you because she knows youre daddy, I try to stay strong and smile with her but the tears are just streaming down my face because youre gone. I cant do this, we cant look at daddy today,we love you, we blow you a kiss. I walk out of your room and shut your door I pray to God that someday I can handle all of this. I pray God and you can help us make it through this and live again. I dont know how to do this without you Christian! I miss you so very much. I love you more than I could ever, ever, have expressed to you I hope to God you know how much you mean to me!! Im trying so hard but I just cant bear the fact that youre really gone forever. I want to hear you, hold you, smell your smell, see your smile, I want you here so bad I want you back I want to tell you much I love you!! I think you know! I love you forever, Ill like you for always, as long as Im living, my baby youll be! I will meet you in heaven my dearest son!! Love you always and forever, mom
Posted on: Fri, 15 Nov 2013 22:28:00 +0000
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