Its Sunday, as I sit here and remember that morning 14 Sundays ago, 3 months tomorrow, like it was yesterday. In some ways it still doesnt seem real, Shadd Anthony Graber was resilient, invicible, how could it be real? I dont question why & I dont know that I believe there was a reason. I just know it happened and it is real, it is what it is. I am still overwhelmed with sadness & grieve daily for myself, my children & family. I still cant imagine the rest of my life without him so I dont, I just move forward 1 day at a time -that is ALL we really have folks-TODAY!! I was praying & reading my devotional this a.m. & it was about what God does in the dark places of our lives & Ive had a few; physically,mentally mistreated, betrayed, divorced, 2 babies in heaven & i was an addict (meth head).. but this has to be the darkest ever & at the same time the most hopeful, faithful, peaceful, joyful & exciting (crazy I know), because I KNOW God has been with me every step of the way, even before I knew Him & these dark times are when & where He has grown me the most. where there is much light, there is also much shade
Posted on: Sun, 24 Aug 2014 13:28:20 +0000
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