Its a beautiful day outside. Its sunny, the birds are singing, its warm. I see my Sadie Lou laying on the porch sunning. But Im in the house, stewing, dreading having to do anything, wishing that I could drive home this week to be with my community and my friends as we say goodbye to people who we loved so dearly. Its strange how you can feel the loss of someone so deeply even when you werent around them all the time. I keep thinking about the good times that we had, that time that me and Milt drove to Abingdon to take our CPhT test and we got in a HUGE debate over some stupid thing to the point that we were literally yelling at each other and he screamed, I cant believe that you just said that! in my face. Then we went out to lunch together. LOL. Thats the kind of person that he was. He made me laugh and he made me feel like somebody and he was there with a hug when I was going through some really crappy times in my life. I agree with Angela Im weary of my friends dying. To us it isnt supposed to be that way. I think of Leigh Ann and the grace and love that she showed everyone. Her smile was infectious, she is one person that I know that LITERALLY lit up a room when she went in it. Not long after she got sick I met Mom in Kingsport for something, she had posted about wanting Panera and I had Mom deliver her some and Im so glad that I got the chance to show her some of the care that she gave to others, even if it was something as trivial as soup. I keep hearing this song as I look out on the beautiful day. And I wonder what it must look like to them.... youtu.be/2Ne3cz9eUsQ
Posted on: Wed, 07 May 2014 15:37:30 +0000
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