Its almost Christmas, and I dont feel the spirit. Well, every year, Im not really that excited compared to when I was little. Maybe coz Ive been away from my family since 2001. This year, is not an exemption. As much as I am grateful for the blessings that are coming my way, I cant say I am 100% happy. I am thankful for those who have been with me. But lately I have been bothered and paranoid. And I need to get this off my chest. Back in 2009, some lady from Thailand, randomly read my palm. She said I have a long life ahead of me, but when I reach the age of 35, I will get sick, but will not die of it. I am now 35 and I am feeling paranoid about it. I have been going to the doctor and getting checked, and I am healthy and no disease. Then I have lost uncles this year due to cancer and another uncle is now diagnosed with it. So I cant help but think, will I be next? I know the POWER OF MIND is strong. And I will not let this affect me. But, I am just a human being, and I get scared. I sometimes dont get to sleep at night because I am thinking about it. I am sharing this, because I would like to ask for your prayers. Please pray for me to not worry and be in fear. I know God will not forsake me. But I also want you to know that because of this fear, I have become closer to God. My faith is stronger. I pray all the time when I am having anxiety attack. I know we are all sinners and commit mistake, and God is forgiving, He will not punish us. And yes, my only wish this very moment is to have a healthy life and to live longer, because I know I have a lot of other people to make a difference with. So please pray for me to have a peace of mind. I love you all. And thank you for taking the time to read this and to those who have talked to me, THANK YOU. AND PRAISE GOD! Happy Holidays!
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 20:26:43 +0000
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