Its always tough job to act in love ....... u take step in doing so because u want inside happiness ....... U fight with evryone to take step or discard evry other voices , its may they have more experience than u ....... U take it and things goes wrong and evryone knows it at that time u just lost out in ur thinking inside , because u cant able to spoken up with evryone regarding that things , wch killing u inside ...... At that time its become more hell to do so because u r all alone with ur thinking and life ......... last stry of mine was also happen in the same in frst sem I also just leave that thinking and wait for the future , because my view not come to her uts okk , at that time its hurt me more when I remember that she also shows the same body language as other , in short test than test than test just reduces my life ....... Before coming to this college I also lots of pain and after coming to this college or remain ............not want to write more ........ last time happen that when we have to leave college for mess , than to choose a friends to live is comes because aftr facing all those it always a problem ............. From the begainig its happen that my friends nevr believe in love stry (totally) .........so I decided to live with other branches and ofcrse best ones .......... Here I changes my surnding from my classmate so gap automatically created , and we all know time is required for everything and as a effect of frst sem its just cut me off from my class...... .. Aftr that due to that I also get useto that 3rd sem cut off from my class ..... Things happen and as it happen second time its also cuts me pff , and my behaviour changes a lot , I just dont know how I just cant able frgt memories ........things changes by and I have to live alone , and its just occur side by side ........ now the thing is that , I share few things with my friends , my parents always sometime call me to know the actual fact , aftr listing to them I gt that no one have correct view regarding the love stroy ..... They told that I m in one sided love and girls dont even know me ....... Etc etc ..... at that time I get shocked , but aftr few times yup I always do it , I realise and visualise that yup they r correct aftr 13 Feb yup its correct , and yup if just consider I nevr get influence of all those facing all alone , she may nevr nevr understand my feelings its okk who cares .......... And I understand wat my friend want to say that fr a girl u come to this , and there is no future there so why u stay in that ........ Lately I understand that I understand it .......... seriously last one was great test I have to fight evrything all alone , I have to take care of many things when I go out ........ Bt yup I cried duri,g frst sem many times , many times I gt pain but its okk , thats an experience ..... I like say that world is change so just go for profit loss statement in love also ....... If somebody not treat u correct than throw them away its always tough because u go blind in love ............. Some angry lines, but yup I like to say dont waste ur feeling just search for one who understand it, it will be helpful for u fir the purpose to heal...... now I think trying will be bettr option , just want to start a fresh story , because till I m in lone I will be again or remain in pain............ So time to just start for a new girl :p .......:)
Posted on: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 19:31:10 +0000