Its been 4 years. Its been 4 years since Ive loved you. Other people would call me stupid and naive; but I believe otherwise. We broke up 3 and a half years ago and honestly, Its still you. I dont know why but I feel like this is going to last a lifetime. Apparently, you were and still are my Great Love. On and off, on and off; thats all Ive ever known from you. Its a cycle and I honestly dont want to break from my bad habits. Its a choice. You fell in love with my bestfriend, you kissed a stranger in front of me. And it hurt. I cant be a hypocrite though, Ive been through so many guys. You dropped out of school, and I got into UP; I thought it wouldve ended there, that our paths were going separate ways.. But it didnt; because I cant help it if I feel like a cheater around other guys. I gave my heart away a long time ago, and I never really got it back. I bet its just rotting at the back of your closet with 600 layers of dust. Forgotten. We never kissed.. But you still stole my heart. until last night. But that didnt mean anything to you, did it? Because you want to be free, youre wild, I know. You go out to clubs and make out with girls. And I was the girl for last night. But I dont want to be the girl for last night; I want to be the girl cooking pancakes in the morning, I want to be the girl drinking coffee with you next week, I want to be the girl rocking in a chair beside yours in 50 years. And Im stupid for hoping. But how can I not hope when I see the way you look at me whenever our song plays. How can I not hope when you smile at me like that. How can I not hope when I know you love me too. Because if you didnt, this shit wouldve ended a long time ago. Collide 2013, Music
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 12:58:03 +0000
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